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liked by levicolwilssss and 12 790 others @wagslife spotted!! #kenanyildiz and #isabellacolwill after the Real Madrid game a few nights back. thoughts??
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I HAD JUST LANDED IN LONDON and turned off the aeroplane mode on my phone, just for it to start blowing up with notifications.
I didn't quite have much time to look further into it because i had to firstly get into my taxi and go to Levi's and I's house.
I was wearing white linen pants, a red top and the same coloured as my bottoms cropped zip up. It was nearly the end of October, so autumn break had just started.
When i was on my way home i finally had some time to go on my phone and see what was happening. When i realised that a photo of me and Kenan was released, my stomach dropped.
I haven't talked to Jobe since that day, and by now he had definitely seen the pictures. I immediately went to his page only to find out that i was blocked.
Then i went to try calling and texting but none of it worked. He got rid of me this fast? I couldn't believe it. I begun having trouble breathing so i put the phone down and tried taking a couple of deep breaths in and out.
After arriving home i immediately went looking for Levi, and when i finally found him i gave him the tightest hug that he's ever received from me.
- Woah? What happened. - He immediately questioned.
I pulled away and took out my phone from the pocket of my pants. When he saw the post his eyebrows raised and he looked at me with shock.
- Jobe blocked me everywhere. Levi i don't know what to do! - I panicked as Levi passed me back my phone.
- Calm down. Call Jude instead. - He suggested.
- You're actually brilliant. - I responded and gave my brother a kiss on the chick which he wiped away straight off.
- You're disgusting. - I heard him say as i got up from the couch and made my way to the kitchen.
I picked out Jude's number, took a few deep breaths called and he picked up almost immediately. I stayed silent for a couple of seconds, thinking of what to say.
- Is Jobe with you? - I asked unsurely.
- Bels, you know that i love you, but it's not the time. Give him some time. Trust me. - He responded in a low tone.
I felt tears gather in my eyes as words left his mouth. Jobe really didn't want to hear from or see me. That information cut my skin like sharp blades.
I sighed and hung up the call. I bit my lip harder than usual, tasting blood in my mouth. I furrowed my eyebrows and touched my lower lip with my hand.
I examined my fingers after and noticed some blood on my palms. I cursed underneath my breath and went to the bathroom. I took some paper towel and wiped away the liquid.
- Why is he such a fucking child. I'm so done with his bullshit. - I talked to myself as looking in the mirror. - I need a man, not a boy.
And with that i pulled out my mobile and texted the same guy that caused all of this trouble. He was quick to reply, since i only texted him my number.
kenan
what caused this change in the heart of yours?
soo ungrateful 😒
me? never 😁
fly out to london take me out and we will see if ur acc grateful
bet seen
I smiled at the texts we sent back and forth. I didn't know whether what i was doing was right or wrong at the moment, but it felt so good for once.
I wanted to leave Jobe in the past, but i couldn't until i would get a chance to explain him everything. It was true, i loved him deadly. And something was telling me that everything was ruined now.
Right?
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SHORT CHAPTER BUT EMOTIONAL I GUESS
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ALSO RELEASED A NEW BOOK:
IT'S CALLED FLAWLESS AND IT'S FOCUSED ON KENAN FOR MY KENAN OBSESSED GIRLIES XX
