26.INSATIABLE.

                                    

                                          
~izberia~
I don't know what happened last night. He confessed, kissed me on my forehead, sneaked into the window, almost got caught by mom and he left me confused when he got a call. 
It all happened so quickly. I didn't have enough sleep last night. Enough sleep? Did I even sleep? But I'm now sleepy, my eyes hurt. 
But I have to go to college. Can't skip it. Atleast I get some time to spend with friends. After all, I'm too excited to tell everything to Bella.
How would she react? I can't imagine. Maybe she'll get excited, probably angry because I didn't tell her last night itself.
After lazily dragging my body into shower, I'm finally all cleaned. The shower made my thinking even worse. 
With this not so big house, I don't get to have a big bath tub and immerse myself in the water if that's possible. 
I find it alluring. How is it like to forget everything and let the water take away all the worries..
Would it calming? So calming to forget all my worries? All my concers? If that helps, I wouldn't hesitate to drown for hours.
I don't know what's going to happen today. First day as being someone's girlfriend. Kind of gets awkward. No worries. I can take notes from Bella.
My mom should not know about us. About our relationship. She's going to be soo much angry and sad. Or disappointed.
She doesn't like people in relationship. Whenever she spots a couple having their time, she just gives them a side eye. 
'wierd people. Loves to waste their time on something or someone temporary' that's what leaves her mouth. Always.
"Mom, bye.." I stepped out with my mom's echo of saying bye. 
"Baby, you forgot your phone" she came out as I was heading to the garage. 
She handed me my phone and walked towards the garden. 
I didn't touch my phone since what all happened last night. I guess I'm too excited to see it. I need to get some free time to read all the texts in peace.
When I sat inside the car and tried to start it, it refused. It doesn't want to start. Engine goes up and then, shuts down totally. 
What's wrong with this today? I have a feeling it's going to be a big day. Why are you doing this to me? No no.
I got out to check what's wrong but I don't have much time. I'll be late if I checked it now. 
I'll do it later. Let's go for our day. There must be another way. I looked out and noticed mom. 
"Mom, I'm gonna take bus today. Car gives me trouble" I yelled from the  garage, making her turn around and look at me.
"Really? Oh,no." 
"Don't worry. I'll be alright. I'll check it when I'll be back" I said and calmed her down. 
She gets really worried when it's about me.. after all, I have her, and she have me. Both of us, living for both of us. 
I started walking down the road towards the bus stop. As there was nothing left to do.