✿The day, Preparing food✿

                                    

                                          
Ashvi
I planted the money plant in a small white pot and cut them into a proper shape. 
Then I took a sticky note and started writing. 
"Hello, hubby. What are you doing? Did I disturb you? No right? so read this. 
Let's forget what happened this morning and go back to the way we were before. 
As you said, today you have a meeting with India's biggest reporter, Ms. Zoya Sheikh.
I am sending you your favorite money plant, so that your meeting goes well. 
Although I know you will do well but still best of luck. 
I don't know what to write about because I'm unable to understand Today I came to know that I am useless in studies as well as in wordings. 
Anyway I don't know how you have written so many words, it seems to me as if I'm studying some tough subject, I am not able to find any words to write ok. 
Well, I just want to tell you All the best, Siddharth. Fighting"
"Uff" I wiped the sweat from my forehead with the back of my palm. 
"It felt as if I was fighting a war" Just writing this is making my condition worse. I don't know how I will read the books that Siddharth has given me. 
Better than those business management books, he would have given me 20-30 novels, I would have finished reading them in a month. 
I pasted that red sticky note on that pot and picked it up and packed it inside a cardboard box. 
"Take it to him" I said.
"Yes ma'am" The servant said. 
"Go carefully, ok. There is no need to hurry, go slowly, traffic has increased in the city" I told him. 
"Don't worry ma'am. I will go carefully and carefully deliver your gift to Siddharth Sir" He said while smiling. 
And then he left with the gift. 
It would be better to forget what happened today. Because until I forget that moment, I will not be able to come out of that moment. 
I will think only about that moment while bathing, talking, watching TV, listening to songs. I have to forget that moment, otherwise it will not let me live in peace. 
But how can I forget that moment when he held my hand and placed it above my head and kissed my soul. 
How can I forget that moment when I felt so relieved, when I felt so light, when I felt most safe. 
There was a difference in that kiss. 
I still remember that day when Anurag tried his best to kiss me against my wishes. 
And even today I remember every moment of how I was enjoying with my eyes closed while Siddharth was kissing me. And how I did not want him to stop sucking my lips. 
Dairy, I am missing you a lot today. I wish you were with me. I have so many things to tell you. 
The last time I spoke to you was on the wedding day, but I could not tell you that that wedding day was not Riya's but mine. 
But how can I tell, I didn't know this myself, and when I came to know then it was quite late. 
From that day till today, many things have happened to me which I have to tell you. 
A lot of bad and good things have happened that I have to tell you about. 
But before those bad things, I want to tell you something good. 
Although many good things have happened to me, but I would like to tell you about today. 
I want to tell you that today I kissed someone for the first time and someone kissed me for the first time. And I have to tell you that that someone is no one but my husband.