im so stressed about school i need a break so bad
Lovers'z perzpective
Wheb we finally get to the gym, i was thinking of wearing a sports bra and shorts but i didn't feel that great so i stayed in my hoodie
But rep..god rep
She was wearing a sports bra and tight shorts, and the sunlight reflected on to her abs and i felt my face get redder
" im gonna go on treadmill" i told her, still staring abit
"alright, im gonna go lift some weights" she walked off and im just looking at her and if anyone saw me i would look like an absolute weirdo
I finally away from staring and started walking towards the treadmill
Suddenly, all my thoughts of reputation got replaced with how i needed to burn more calories so i started running
Not eating before a gym session is not smart.
I felt a tiny bit woozy but that wasn't gonna stop me. I make the speed higher and run faster, filled with determination
When i stopped, i stumbled backwards abit and almost lost my footing
"shit" i mumbled
I shook my head and walked over to my bag to get my water bottle
I sit on a bench with my head in my hands trying to stop the room from going in circles
I try to stand up still but i had to use a wall to hold me steady as i walked towards the changing rooms
Once i stumbled in, i leaned on the counter and tried to keep myself steady
I took a sip of water from my bottle with shaky hands, trembling from the weakness i felt at the moment when someone walked in and i didn't bother looking
"pinky?" i heard rep's voice call out from the door but all i could say back was a little "mhm"
She walked over to me and scanned the situation
"you alright?" She asked me and i shook my head
"N-needa sit down" i tried to walk again before almost falling down but she caught me
"hey slow down let me help" she told me and she held onto my waist and set us both down on the marble floor
"what happened?" She asked
"got dizzy" i mumbled
"you didn't eat beforehand right?" i hesitated but i shook my head no
"why not? you need the food pinky" she said
"wasn't hungry" i replied to her, hoping she would drop the subject
"alright then lets go eat" she stood up and put her hand out for me to grab and i took it
Again, she put her hand around my waist and not gonna lie that made me feel things.
For rep? What? That cant be right..right?
We went to a cafe down the street to get some food and as i flipped to the menu, i was scanning for the food with the least amount of calories, cause i didn't want to counteract the work out from earlier
A guy came up and took our orders, rep ordered a roasted chicken and potatoes and i ordered a kale salad
She waited until the waiter left and she leaned in closer to ask
"isnt that salad from the starters section" and i nodded
"Thats not gonna fill you up dude can you atleast get something that will actually stop your ass from fucking fainting" she said, rather annoyed but i just looked down in silence
We stayed like that until the food got served. Infront of rep was a large plate with a piece of roasted chicken with potatoes while i had a small bowl of kale salad
i was just poking around the salad when rep pulled it away from me and i tilted my head in confusion
"Hm?"
She pushed her own plate towards me but i was still confused..was she full or something? Shes had like 5 bites in total
"eat" she demanded
"im not tha-" i tried to reason but she butted in
"bullshit, i know you're lying to me. Eat the fucking food"
I glanced between her glare and the plate of chicken
I slowly got a piece of chicken and put it in my mouth
"see, was it that hard?" She rolled her eyes
"sorry" i apologize
"for what, pinky" she sighed
"for annoying you" i told her
"i just needed you to actually eat something" she said as she called the waiter over to order another plate of chicken and potatoes
"so..are you going to the party later?" I asked her while trying to poke my fork into a piece of potato
"Yeah, i am, im going with someone" she replied casually as if it didnt feel like she just stabbed my heart a million times, but i was just numb as she started talking about the girl she was bringing
She showed me a photo of her, and damn, she was gorgeous. She was waaay better looking than i was. i was never good enough for rep anyways
Okay lover had lowky been through shit but like i love writing that. I swear swear swear the next chap will not be lovertation 🤦♀️
I hope you guys like this and yayyyy byee love ya guys 🤍
