Gungun pov
Waking up in the morning at 4:00 I close the alarm that rang up just now, getting up I tie my hair in a bun looking at my side I look at him sleeping peacefully I don't know why my heart just doesn't settle with me wherever I lok at him these days there is some strange feeling that settle in my heart which I don't want.
I hold my nuptial chain and close my eyes sometime I just feel like to just put this chain in his neck and chok him to die sighing I scold myself for thinking so negative early in the morning.
I get and walk to the bathroom and take a bath coming out of my bathroom I wear a dark green suit and get ready like a married woman like I have been doing the same for years now.
I was about to go out but the notification sound of his phone made me stop, I see the phone screen of his phone Lit up and the messages keep on popping up, frowning I move to the bed side table and pick up his phone.
Looking at the phone I did not know what to feel anymore, as if the ground Beneath me just slipped away, I kept the phone and look at my husband who was sleeping peacefully, I just don't know what to do and how to react and what exactly is going to happen.
I move back to the kitchen to do my work as usual, preparing tea and coffee, waking children to get and ready them to school my life feel just so Congested to fit in anymore, after some time I go back to the bedroom to wake him up but looking at the empty bed and hearing the shower running I realize I am not needed.
I was about to go back but stop when "gungun mai ghar pr late aaunga aaj mera khana mat banana " Nodding my head I don't look back and move back to the kitchen.
After sending them three off I complete my work and move back to the room and lock myself looking at the reflection of the mirror my tears fell without my permission, wipping them off I couldn't hold it in anymore and I sob pulling my hair.
I am just done what else it left for me , my body leave it wait making me crunch down on the floor, I remember the very first time when we both shared the bed after marriage, our very first night together.
Flashback
My both cheeks are red right now, I can't believe I am married now, and I actually kissed and did it, I move my body towards my husband feeling shy and embarrassing but I am craving his touch more and more.
I feel him look down at me, I bit my lips and a smile form on my lips looking into his dark gaze, feeling shy I avert my gaze down, I feel him hold my chin and make me look at him and then kiss my lips.
I close my eyes feeling red in embarrassment, he chuckles and turn his body facing me, raising my naked leg he pulls me closer to him, feeling his naked skin on mine, I feel like loosing all my brain cells.
I keep my head on his arm and look at my husband, a shy smile never leaving me, though I was tired and my legs were paining down there cause I lost my virginity some moments ago I feel happy being like this with him, in my arms, I feel like I am in love.
His hand gilded through my naked back and rest on my ass cheeks which he squeezes time to time, not able to hold anymore I finally ask him " Apko kya lagta hai kese kia mene " Asking him this I feel shy as he look at me, I feel weird sensation in my tummy, I curl my toes feeling his gaze not able to sustain under his gaze I hide my face in his chest.
His chest vibrates as he laughs, after some time he says " Jab tak aankhon mai nahi dekhegi tab tk nahi bataunga " To which I just moan in annoyance, calming my racing heart and my mind telling me he is only my husband I finally gather courage to look at his teasing eyes.
