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gabby🎀.

"gabby someone is at the door for you" nneka said. i got out of bed and walked to the door where i saw marine. just when i thought life couldn't get any worse. it got worse.

"marine wth ?? what are you doing here ?" i asked.

"i came too see you.. i saw how heartbroken you were after the loss so i wanted to come check on you" she said.

normally i would throw her a** out but hey life couldn't get any worse so why not see what she been up to. i stepped aside and let her in.

"im so proud of you" she said hugging me tightly. and feeling her touch bring back so many old memories. when i first fell in love with her. when she broke my heart. all of it.

"thank you" i said and she nodded.

"marine please gtf." jordan said.

"guys it's fine. life couldn't get any worse for me so it's whatever" i said.

"okay but she broke your heart gabby. she literally ate another girl out in YOUR apartment on yall THIRD YEAR ANNIVERSARY. remember ?" nika said.

"ik but again life has gotten worse since so" i said and they just nodded and shrugged their shoulders.

"so you and jackie ?" she asked.

"done. OVER." i said shaking my head.

"yeah it's on the internet that yall broke up starting with the interview she did" marine said.

"the shade room posted it but how they know ?" jewell ask.

"i have no idea ian say nothing so" i said.

"she probably said sum. she can't keep her d*** mouth shut" jordan said.

i laughed and shook my head walking back to the room. im finna go right back to sleep. ian got nun else to do.

"gabby i miss you" marine said.

"don't start marine, i tried to give you the benefit of the doubt" i said.

"but i do.. and ik i can't take back what i did but i am really sorry. it was a mistake and yes i screwed up but she ain't compare to you at all" marine.

"yup i know" i said.

"please just give me one more chance.. that's all i need. please" she begged. i kept my eyes closed i was just thinking about how much of a mess my life is right now.

i felt my phone vibrate so i picked it up and jackie texted me. why dont people understand that you don't wanna be bother when you tell them your done ?? jackie, marine, and more to come i assume.

jackie: baby meet me at the pizza restaurant tonight at 8 p.m. ! i really wanna talk to you and i NEED to talk to you. ts was really misunderstood frr and yk how i feel about you and yk that i know how talented you are. please come 🥺🥺🥺.

i sighed and threw my phone down. idk if im gonna go yet probably not. but i do wanna hear what she has to say.

"gabby you okay ?" marine asked.

"mhm" i mumbled.

i stared at the tv really still in my thoughts. i was thinking about the pros and cons of going to meet her. leaning not towards the cons.

i felt her straddle me & she kissed me. the way my body reacted idk wth myself honestly. she pulled away and attacked my neck.

"mm marine" i breathed out.

"lemme show you how sorry i am" she whispered. i felt her hands roam my thighs making my breathing hitch. she moved it closer to my private making me bite my lip.

"marine i can't" i said pushing her off.

"why not your single gabby." she said.

"yeah and that doesn't changed the fact that you hurt me and i still don't trust you" i said.

"can you please just go" i huffed.

she stared at me and then rolled her eyes. she got up and left aggressively slamming the door behind her.

ionk why she thought she was just finna come back and get a 2nd chance. i still stand on what i said in france.

i walked out and went to the living room where my teammate where. i need too hear their opinions on if i should go or not.

"you guys think i should go ?" i asked showing them the message.

"yeah no. she said what she said now it's time to move tf on" jordan said.

"i think you should. maybe you can get a little bit more closure!" skylar said.

"right you should go. cus one day you gone wonder why you didn't and what she had to say" nneka said.

"fine i'll go" i said getting up. i went to change and put on something decent.

jackie💋.

"you think she's gonna show up ?" aja asked me.

"absolutely not. i just have a lot of hope tho" i said. a few minutes later i saw her walk in.

"she actually came ?? period" chelsea said.

"okay by guys" i said shooing them away. she came over and sat down. i just stared at her. her eyes were puffy and she had bags. i could tell she's been crying a lot. but she's so so beautiful.

"so talk" she said.

"gabby i'm sorry okay. i was wrong for what i said in that interview yes it was too far. i wasn't tryna hurt you on purpose i was so focused on being confident in my team that ian think about what i was saying about you or how it would effect you" i said.

"no like i get it, your just tryna stay positive and have a positive mindset but that did really hurt my feelings. the self doubt and self conscious that those words led too" she told me.

"and i understand that, and i do want you to know that i am sorry and i didn't mean it like that. yes i was completely wrong & i hope you can forgive me cus yk exactly how i feel about you as a basketball player as a person."

"it's not even that anymore it was the texts. it made me stare at myself trying to figure out what about me you hated so much" she said. i shook my head and grabbed her hands.

"absolutely nothing baby. i love everything about you. from your physical appearance to your personality and your kind heart."

"i'll admit that message was a little to rough but i promise you like i told you last night i only did it so it would make you wanna play hard. ik what i said took a lot of confidence from you and i was tryna bring it back" i told her.

"and now looking back i could've found another way to bring it out a better way that didn't have to hurt you and im sorry" i told her.

"jackie.. i love you. like your the only girl i want the only girl i ever think about. i just need time to get myself together" she said.

"i understand my love. take as much time as you need because i wanna see the happiness version of you." i said as tears rolled down her face.

"why are you crying beautiful ?" i asked.

"all of this is too much. like i feel so lost and so empty inside. it feels like im suffocating and honestly it's exhausting" she said getting up.

"your okay mama. your so strong you just gotta keep going baby" i said hugging.

"ik.. i should get going" gabby said.

and with that she just left. the way my heart just broken into a million pieces idk what to do. i really loves this girl but i can also tell i really hurt her. even if it wasn't my intentions it's effected her in so many different ways and idk what to do.

i rubbed my forehead and grabbed my phone and keys. im glad i got to talk to her and really apologize to her cus she deserves so much.

chapter 13🙃! i can already tell imma update continuously today 🥳. marine please don't play with me! not today boo! poor gabby🥺. vote and comment💋!

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