This isn't a goodbye

                                    

                                          
Now you Might be thinking that Joshua, Jun, Minghao, and Seungcheol are really lucky that they don't have to go bald and be sent off to do military service. But bad news, they still have to watch the others leave.
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Jun and Mingaho; who are dating. Would be considered very lucky compared to the other members. 
They would be going to China until everyone is back. So Jun can do acting again; with Minghao by his side.
Joshua knew how much pain it was to watch Jeonghan leave; he stayed in his room until his boyfriend forced him out. Seungcheol and Joshua stayed up until like 5 am, looking at old stuff with them and Jeonghan.
A lot of tears were shed that day.  
There was Seokmin, Mingyu, Seungkwan, Vernon, and Dino left; they had to leave soon. And Jeonghan should be coming back in a couple of months.
Joshua knew that his boyfriend had to go, but he didn't think it would be this soon. 
Joshua slowly opened his eyes to see Seungcheol sitting on the end of his and Seokmin shared bed "Where's Min?" he asked. Seungcheol turned to him but with a frown "Josh" he gave me a look.
He straight away knew what that meant, his eyes widened "So it's today?" Joshua knew he would cry right there but he needed the energy to say goodbye.
"How about we have breakfast? Then we can see him? We're not allowed to until he has to go" Seungcheol tried to say calmly without upsetting the tried boy.
Joshua slowly nodded as he watched Seungcheol leaves the bedroom. He gets up and goes to Seokmin's side of the closet and takes one of the boy's hoodies. He could feel the tears start to flood his eyes but he quickly pushed them back.
Joshua just couldn't image 2 years without the younger; especially how he is so used to his presents. How can he go through 2 years without his smile, his laugh, his hugs, or kisses. 2 years doesn't sound like much but to Joshua, it sound like eternity.
"Josh! you coming?" Seungcheol yelled.   
Joshua didn't answer, but instead, he just tried to get used to how the house was empty without a certain boy. Yes, he will still have Seungcheol, Dino, Seungkwan and Vernon.
Even Jun and Minghao; who are in China. 
Joshua kept telling himself 'Don't cry Don't cry' he felt stupid 'It's not like he would be gone forever' he told himself.
Joshua couldn't even eat; despite Seungcheol trying to force him but he felt sick and he didn't know why?
They were now on their way to the felid where families send off their family members off to the military/war and Joshua was not looking forward to it at all. He knows this isn't the last time he is seeing the boy but it feels like it.
Once arrived, Joshua was too scared so Seungcheol sighed and turned to Joshua "Shua, You'll see him again. I promise" Joshua nodded before opening his door.
Joshua's feet felt heavy at every step he took while Seungcheol was in front of him. The first thing he sees is Mingyu and the other members next to him. The only person he couldn't see was Seokmin.
 Seungcheol left him alone to probably say goodbye to Mingyu, as it was the 97 liner; But Minghao. Leaving them next, which means Seokmin as well.
"Shua Hyung!" Mingyu pulled him into a hug.
He gladly hugged back "Be safe, yeah?" Joshua smiled. 
Mingyu nodded. 
Once Mingyu moved to probably say goodbye to the other, he made eye contact with Seokmin. He felt his heart stop at that very exact moment. Seokmin started walking up to him.