- Chatper 26 -

                                    

                                          
( A/N : Hi. I felt so sorry to readres so I'll update three chapters once before I'll disapear for one month because of exam. I love you!!!!)

- Lucia's POV _
This is embarrassing.
I'm sitting in the floor, my face looking down and Orphan, Red Robin is sitting next to me, each at right and left. I bite my lips. 
"I think I'm fine." I murmur but Orphan shakes her head. 
"No." She answers.
I laugh. "HAHAHAHAHA....."
I can sense Red Robin staring at me so I shut my mouse. "Sorry." I whisper.
"... Luna, I know Robin can be sometimes harsh but I'm... almost... sure he didn't meant to hurt you this badly." Red Robin says and I blink. "He didn't say anything that is not true... I just... I can't except the fact maybe. I mean, he sometimes say something to hurt me but not this time..." I murmur.
Did he do something wrong?
Yea, I mean... maybe it would be great if he acted a little bit more thoughtfully.
But... why should he?
We were never a friend or something.
I just wanted to be friend so I talked to him, I said I wanted to patrol with him, I made a joke.
He sometimes picked a quarrel but that's because I did the same very often.
Actually, he was patient if I consider he hated me or still at least wants me out of the team. 
He gave me purple headphone, whatever the reason.
He sometimes talked to me, he drew Hyenas for me. (Even if I told him to.)
He told me his story to explain why the attack happened.
He did his best.
But...
I whimper a little. 
"Don't cry, your wound will get worse if your body temperature goes up." Orphan says and I nod.
My brain and heart works different, I guess.
'Finding Mom and Dad' , 'What are we going to do after that?'
My life goal and Robin's firm voice linger in my head. 
And a word 'Family'.
Yes, I want a family.
'To me, 'family' is everything. It's been that way since I was little. I guess I was just born this way. I just desperately need family. I desperately need that love. When I was wandering the streets, getting hurt, shivering in the cold and alone... At each moment, the need of family became more and more desperate.'
I shouted to Robin, not even thinking twice and from that, I found out it's not a excuse to hide I'm a Joker and Harley's daughter, it's my true feeling.
I miss them.
And I can't let that feeling go.
"HAHA..."
I laugh a little and I can feel Orphan and Red Robin looking at each other worriedly.
Like I said before, my life is a f**king comedy. 
Foolish, Idiotic, dumb... I can mention every word that means 'Stupid' to describe me. 
Actually, it wasn't his fault... in the first place.