I totally went and read jjk chapter 269 as soon as I woke up, I was not going to get spoiled on it!
Then I started watching that brain rot deer anime, Shikanokonokonoko or something, go watch it, it's hilarious, most fun I've had watching an anime since I watched ghost stories.
Also, here's my hoco dress :)
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I know I've said before that I don't like dresses but right now I do so yeah
But guys I need help-
So I was at a football game (the one I asked Riley to go to with me, he didn't come but to be fair I never followed up so ye) and I was hanging out with my friend from my rowing team, and another girl was kinda tagging along because her parents wanted her to find a hoco date and she thought my rowing friend was nice, so they hung out, and for some reason my friend from rowing was talking about the "I don't swing that way" Joke (it's more of slang for I don't like girls/guys) and she was like "say I don't swing that way" and I was like "but I do swing that way lol" and then she's like "are you gay!" And I explain to her that I'm pansexual, and she was like "tf is that" and later she was talking with the other girl about the same thing and this girl goes "I swing every way" and she goes "huh" and the other girl goes "I'm pan!"
And I'm like omg twinzieze!! And my rowing friend goes "What do you mean??" Which I thought was funny, and we just chilled dome more and my friend from rowing ran off to go talk to someone, then she found me and the other girl still chilling, and something in her brain went
SHIPPP!
And she totally tried to set us up, which was akward, but we ended up taking about a bunch of random things, and as we were talking,
SHE PUT HER HEAD ON MY SHOULDER
I was like: OMGOMG
And then she was like, "why don't we go to homecoming together? We can go as friends"
So I said yes, and OMG guys, she is so pretty, and kind, and she texted me good morning every morning since then and I don't know if she counts as a date or not, I don't want to make her uncomfortable or come off the wrong way, but I'm sure that she was flirting with me, and now idk weather I should keep trying to get Riley to ask me, because I don't want to hurt her either if she really does like me but I'm also worried if Riley does ask me because then I'd maybe have to say no, and my crush on Riley was pretty lowkey anyway, but guys, this girl is actually awesome, so I don't know what to do T-T
I mean I really like this girl, if she really was flirting with me that's literally the best, I like her now, so idk what to do, and she's also the only person I've explicitly told about my gender identity that isn't someone online,
Also, I'm super shifty for some reason, hopefully I don't wake up howling or something lol
