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I couldn't believe Lauren was finally pregnant with our child. I had given up on the idea a year after we separated. Now, I think i was more excited than she was .. I was so hype for the appointment I could barely sleep. 
💖 You had something you wanted to talk about too?
💙I know we're still getting  readjusted to one another, but I want you to  move back home. I watch her facial expressions & worrisome voice approach
💖 l..love the sleepovers but I'm scared. Everytime we're living together something crazy happens.
💙LAUREN we've lived apart for the last 5 years, I want my  babies raised under the same roof!  I WANT MY WIFE BACK!!! not just sexually....
( Her eyes are wide and she stared at me) 
💖 ( I exhale slowly )  I felt a panic attack coming on and just excuse myself to the bathroom.  I  take a towel and put it over my head and put my head in my lap.  The room was full on spinning. I inhaled and exhaled slowly.... I'm okay, I coach myself. 
💙I had lived without my wife, pretending I hadn't kept tabs on her life the whole time. I was affiliated and that affiliation definitely came with perks....Niccas was definitely willing to make sure your mission was carried out. Good or bad! 
They made sure she was safe, no one fucced with her, I had her address, frequently saw her pull up for therapy sessions & even basic errands...  I felt a tremendous need to never give up on her. Even if I felt like she had given up on us. 
Lauren, losing her home really broke her.
 Even though I could have had it rebuilt, the memories wouldn't be the same. I brought the property just to make sure no one could, in case she changed her mind. 
I was so lost in my thoughts I  didn't see her come out the bathroom. 
She moved my hands from each other and nestled herself into my lap.
💖Ermias... her hand caressed my beard as she guides my eyes to her gaze. I love you, I'm in love with you, our little family. I.... I'm just so scared to lose you. 
 While we were apart, I still tried to make sure you were good and maintained yourself and Dior.... 
💙What you mean , I'm curious about her admission. 
💖 I wasn't going to tell him I was in contact with Blacc the whole time... but there were other things I was willing to admit.  Like popping up on Dior's first day drop offs. Class supplies, concert attendance and other activities that put us in proximity to each other. 
He smiles....checking up on your husband huh? You knew I ain't have no girl...he tickles me.
I laugh and say it's not like they weren't trying to get at you.
💙 I told you, Ramen noodle girls ain't never been my ish. Just add water my ass! 
💖I'm willing to be one of them would have made your dreams come true. 
💙Mrs. Asghedom you got me fucced up.  I kiss her. My lady right here on my lap. 
💖Damn right. I kiss him squeezing tightly. Come with me to my place.
💙Come on... we arrive and I help her pack some of her ish. Then we get sidetracked by getting busy. When we get back that night Dior asks her can she spend the night in our room then the next night in hers....
She indulged her both times.  Dior is in love.
I'm still beaming after the appointment... it's  not one baby, but 2 babies.... In the coming weeks the twins would give Lauren and I hell... her physically and me mentally!