Saturday May 16th 2015

                                    

                                          
안녕하세요 Journal,
                          
It has started. 
                          
One less. Daesung is gone. Damn. I miss him already. The next four days will be hard. But we'll meet again, I know it. Plus he left us with a smile on his face so it's all good!  
                          
Something was telling me that this day wouldn't be so sad anyway, especially since the boys and I were woken up by the sound of someone singing. I woke up alone and, when I went to the living-room still half-asleep, I saw the boys trying to wake up as well and Seunghyun preparing breakfast and singing like a bird. I can't believe I'm writing this down. We woke up to the sight of TOP Seunghyun PREPARING BREAKFAST and SINGING out loud in the living-room!  
                          
Mum and Kwan were awake as well, with Mum taking a shower and Kwan arranging the couch while singing in Korean with Seunghyun. Turns out the boys slept on the floor and left them the couch when they came back and they had turned it into a bed for the night (how come we never found out how to do it? T_T).  
                          
When I asked Seunghyun if he felt alright, he turned to me and looked glad to see that I was awake, saying he never felt better and gave me a good morning kiss in front of Kwan O_O. Kwan bashfully looked away. Thank God Mum wasn't there, she would have killed my dongsaeng! Or so I thought as, when she arrived and we settled around the table, I saw the boys and her exchange knowing glances and smiles, looking at the both of us from the corner of their eyes. When I stared at her to ask her silently what was going on, she winked at me and grinned, which made feel my face redden as they all giggled. Holy s#!t, they told her??! It didn't seem to bother Seunghyun though, as he kept humming his song while he cleared his dishes to put them in the sink and took the occasion whenever he could to peck me on the cheeks. As I tried to ignore his sudden (although definitely agreeable ;) ) outburst of affection, I wasted no time to ask who wanted to see his orphanage first since Seunghyun's was, well, kind of delayed for now. 
                          
I was very surprised to hear that Daesung wanted to go first. And here I thought he was the most afraid to say goodbye! When I asked him why, he said he wanted to get this over with as soon as possible so he wouldn't have to see the others leave. Everybody around the table went silent for a moment, in awe of Daesung's bravery. That is, until Seunghyun stood behind Daesung, brought his hands to his face and lifted the corners of his mouth with his index fingers, forcing a smile on Daesung's face to the latter's surprise who immediately pushed his hands away. The next second, his elder entrapped him in his arms to tickle him and, as he tried hard to escape, the blond couldn't help but laugh harder and harder, which made us all laugh in the return at the ridiculous sounds of his laughter. What was wrong with Seughyun today? I couldn't believe it could be the same boy who destroyed cars twelve hours ago! 
                          
"No pouting!" Seunghyun ordered and pressed his finger on the tip of Daesung's nose like the command button on a machine. At these words, Daesung smiled again and even did his adorable eye smile :D  
                          
Whatever happened to TOP, it seemed he was gone and I definitely preferred the new one :P  
                          
So did the boys apparently. As we all got up from the table, Taeyang suddenly took me into a bear hug and said "Thank you for hyung", followed by G-Dragon who did the same, and I laughed. I didn't do anything, really! Actually, something's telling me he'd always been like that all this time! The only one who looked a little annoyed by all this was Seungri. Not only had his hyung stolen his show but he was more successful at it than him! However, when his hyung took him into a back hug and squeezed him so hard his eyes seemed about to pop out of his skull, he in turn couldn't help but be conquered by the new Choi Seunghyun. 
                          
"아이씨, 빙구 TOP 없다 !" *
                          
The other boys laughed and Seunghyun looked suddenly upset. When I asked them what Seungri had said, they said "Bingu" meant "very stupid". So, in spite of his protests, Seunghyun's new nickname was Bingu TOP XD