50. "Can I sleep next to you?"

                                    

                                          
Loud voices woke me up. I didn't want to wake up yet. I was still too tired. My body was still heavy, and my mind was groggy. But the voices, at least, were muffled by the closed door. Turning, I closed my eyes again and curled up, hoping to fall back asleep again. 
"Who had a midnight date last night? Elle and Chan? Did you finally talk?" Vic asked, and despite trying to sleep, I listened hard. 
"No. I was asleep. Maybe she and... who?" Chan asked, voice thick from probably just waking up.
"I don't know. Seungmin and Changbin are still sleeping. Maybe one of them?" Jisung asked.
"They could've at least put their glasses away. Now it's sticky." Vic complained, and a smile formed on my lips. Suddenly my door opened, and I lowered the blanket low enough to open one eye.
Seungmin walked in then, closing the door quietly behind him.
"They're talking about us. I'm so tired. Can I sleep next to you?" He asked, and I laughed out. Opening the blankets, I nodded, and he climbed in. Checking the time, I sighed loudly. It was only eight am. Why were they all awake? On a Saturday? Fucking hell, man. 
"They were in that room also. And loud." He complained, shaking his head as he brought the blankets to his chin. We faced each other, and I smiled at him before closing my eyes and falling back asleep.
A dip in the bed woke me up, and my eyes shot open. Quickly looking back, I sighed out heavily at the sight of Chan. Turning back, Seungmin was still asleep, back to us.
"Whats wrong?" I asked, voice raspy. He reached down and kissed my forehead.
"It's nine o'clock. I came to see if you were awake." He looked behind me to Seungmin and then back to me. "And I missed you." Turning my body to face him, I moved back far enough to make a bit of space for him but not knock into Seungmin. He climbed in and pulled me in against his chest. Snuggling into his chest, I wrapped my arms around his torso, which was basically almost on top of him with how much I snuggled in.
I was too tired to think of all the many ways this would only make ending it even harder. I ignored all the logical thoughts and just listened to how my heart melted when his arms wrapped around me. How its beats matched his as my chest was against his. I ignored how right this felt and just closed my eyes and immediately fell asleep again.
When I woke up again, a smile formed as the heat from the body wrapped around mine made me even hotter. But I didn't move or throw the blanket off to let some heat go. Instead, I took it in, I let myself bake in it, remembering everything about it.
"When did you get here?" Seungmin groaned as he turned, facing us. The door then opened, and someone laughed.
"I was here for long," Chan answered.
"What in the threesome is happening here?" Madi gasped, and my head jerked off Chan's chest, and I turned to her.
"Don't be dirty, you pervert. Seungmin came in because you made a lot of noise, and then Chan barged in. Now go away. We're sleeping." I shook my head, irritated at her. Laying my head down, I closed my eyes again.
"You're sleeping. I'm hungry." Seungmin got up and I laughed. He slowly climbed out again, stretching out before walking past Madi, who watched us. I turned on my stomach and faced Chan, ignoring Madi. 
"Aren't you getting up?" She asked, and I groaned loudly. 
"I think that's a no." Chan laughed, and a second later the door closed. 
"Baby. You need to get up." His hot breath hit my ear, causing the hair to raise all over my body. A smile curled my lip upward, but I didn't move. I was too lazy and too tired to move.