Chandni pov
I know he is angry with me..I can feel his distant and cold behaviour... And may be I have made it worst by being unconscious..But that was not under my capability..I tried so hard to normal my breathing but it was not becoming normal... What could I do then...
Anyways it's my mistake and I will rectify it.. When I cried that whole day he was also consoling me..I have not even seen him talking to someone in a soft tone even and he consoled me that day without even shouting..I will also do that...Yeah I will do that only..
But after consoling me that day he stopped talking to me...He completely avoided me... Maybe he is still angry for that day.. What will I do now...
And slowly when everything was going back to normal I ruined it...
And I ruined everything badly... Maybe he will never talk to me again... But I think he will be right..I have humiliated him in the worst way...
Why did I tie him and that too naked...But wait why he didn't wake up... Agggghhh my head it's again started paining..Oh now I remember why he didn't wake up I have put chloroform in his mouth that's why because he was not sleeping after that he became unconscious..Oh God what have I done to him..
Why did I do everything.. Hope so I have recovered all my memories of last night...I have not done anything extremely bad with him...
But why did I tie him.. How that thought even came into my mind... Then I remembered something my talk with Dhuni and Shanti..
Flashback starts
S- Are bhabhi ham toh dar hi gye the jab inhone mera hath bandh diya to.. Par bhabhi baad me itna bura bhi nhi tha..
D- Waise krne me zyada mazaa aata hai kya??
S- Tu to ek kaam kar tu hi apne pati ko bandh...
D- Nhi nhi Bhabhi wo jaan se maar denge hamko..Ya to itna marenge ki baas saans hi bache bas meri..
We all became sad listening her..But an immediate thought came in my mind wether I can tie him and for once and do all those things which he does to me...
But I quickly removed this thought because firstly he will also kill me and second it was so shameful thing to do with your husband..
How can I even think..He will never like my this thought also...He will think of me as a shameless person...
Eww Eww Eww
S- Bhabhi aap kya soch rhi..
C- Kuch nhi...Kuch nhi..Ham kya sochenge
Flashback ends
Oh God did I tie him yesterday due to that...But I didn't even considered that also..It was so ewww...
I think things will never be normal between us... What if I myself tell him to beat me...I mean he was already coming to beat me with belt.. What if his anger becomes less after beating him..But it will pain so much..My head is also paining...
No Chandni you have done mistake..And you have to correct it..And I will not be able to bear his silence and cold behaviour again..I will not shed a single tear when he will beat me.. Because he will get more irritated..
Then I quickly moved from the bed and move towards the belt which was lying on the floor..I took the belt and came near him...He was sleeping.. Should I wake him up..
But what if he gets more irritated..No I should wait for him to wake up from his sleep..
I saw him doing some movements and slowly he opened his eyes...
Scared of him I came back to my place..He got up from the bed and took a rifle from the cupboard and went out of the room without giving a glance at me even😔😔..
