Nitya : sparsh na kare mujhe Rajkumar, pehle ye bataiye ki kyu karna chahte hai mujhse vivaah? kaise hui aapki pratham patni ki mrityu? kya chahte hai aap mujhse? jab tak mujhe mere prashno ka uttar nhi milta tab tak mei aapke liye koi nhi hu ye smaran rakhiye
~ Don't touch me Rajkumar, first tell me why do you want to marry me? How did your first wife die? What do you want from me? Till the time I don't get answers to my questions, keep this memory in mind that I am nobody for you
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(Nitya asked but still in that position, he backed off her and moved forward, even his eyes were teared up)
Uttar : mujhe prem keval aap par tha Nitya, maine kabhi kisi aur ko aapke alawa sparsh bhi nhi kiya, har samay keval aapka swapn me mei khoya hua rehta tha, kisi anya stree par apni nazar bhi maine nhi ghumai, mera vishwas kijiye Nitya, aapke alawa kisi aur se prem karneka sahas bhi nhi hai mere andar
~ I was in love only with you Nitya, I have never touched anyone else except you, I was always lost in your thoughts, I have never looked at any other woman, trust me Nitya, I do not even have the courage to love anyone else except you.
Nitya : aur woh vivaah?
~ And what about that marriage?
Uttar : mere anumati ke virudh hua tha woh vivaah, Pitashree ne woh vivaah unki mitrata ke karan karwaya tha, maine bohot kaha ki mujhe vivaah nhi karna hai parantu unhone meri ek nhi suni, unhe toh keval apni mitrata priy thi meri kya iccha hai woh samaj na sake, mei unhe bhi pura dosh nhi dena chahta hu, kyuki mei hi nhi unko samjha paya ki kyu nhi karna mujhe vivaah, maine mata ko bhi samjhaya parantu woh bhi nhi samjha sake Pitashree ko, mei kya karta mere pass koi upay bhi nhi tha, aur jab vivaah karne se ek ratri purv Pitashree aaye mere kaksh mei, unhone kaha ki agar maine bhagne ya fir kuch aur karne ka prayant kiya toh sab unka mara hua mookh dekhenge, bataiye Nitya kaise mei woh vivaah ko nakar sakta tha, mere pass aur koi paryay nhi tha, mujhe vivaah issi karan varsh karna pada
~ That marriage was against my permission, Pitashree got that marriage done because of his friendship, I told him many times that I do not want to get married but he didn't listen to me at all, he only wanted to maintain his friendship, he couldn't understand what I wanted, I do not want to blame him completely either, because I myself could not make him understand why didn't I wanted to get married, I made my mother understand also but she also could not make Pitashree understand, what could I do, I did not have any solution left, and when I was one night away from getting married, Pitashree came to my room and said that if I tried to run away or do something else then everyone would see his dead face, tell me Nitya how could he refuse the marriage, I had no other option, due to this reason I was forced to get married
(Tears were constantly flowing from their eyes)
Uttar : uss vivaah ke ratri, maine apni patni ko sab bata diya ki nhi de paunga woh prem jo ek pati patni ke madhya hota hai, nhi hu mei woh prem dene keliye saksham, agar woh ye aasha kar rahi hai toh chod de, unki pratikriya mujhe gyat thi, puri tarah se tut gayi thi woh, aur satya kahu toh mujhe unki woh dasha dekhi nhi gayi, maine unhe samjhane ka prayas kiya parantu uske baad ke kuch divas woh thik lagi mujhe, parantu ek din unki sakhi aur unke mata pita aaye the Virat rajya mei aur tabhi maine suna ki woh kitni pida mei hai aur woh bhi mere karan, mujhe samaj nhi aa raha tha ki kya karu, ek aur aapka Vastraharan aur dusri taraf meri patni ki ye dasha, mei bhi tut chuka tha pura, roj yehi vichar karta rha ki kya karu jisse mere saare sankat dur hojaye, nhi hue, mei dusra vivaah karna hi nhi chahta tha, isse unko aur aapko dono ko kasht hota, aur ek din aisa aaya joh mei kabhi bhool na saka, mere upar jaise pura parvat gir gaya ho, subah mere kaksh mei ek sevak aaya aur mujhe bataya ki meri patni ki mrityu........kaise? kaise mei swayam ko sambhal pata Nitya? sabhi ko humare iss jhoote vivaah ke vishay mei gyat nhi tha, parantu mujhe toh gyat tha na, woh chale gaye parantu mere andar woh gussa, ye swabhav chod ke aur mujhe hamesha lagta tha aur lagta rahega ki unki mrityu keval aur keval mere karan hue hua Nitya, keval mere karan
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NITYA - THE ETERNAL ONE
Historical Fiction(Nitya was lying on the floor on her stomach) (All the men present there except family members were laughing and of course making fun of her, while she was lying down) Dushashan : ye lijiye jyest, aapki dasi aapke samne prastut hai Nitya : mei kisi...
