Childhood best friends. Both too scared to admit their true feelings.
Fighting each other or fighting for each other in the end will it be worth the risk or will everything crash and fall around them?
Max's ability to get so caught up in other people's lies continues to blow my mind. I have to try my hardest to be understanding and not kick him full on in the balls. Sometimes he deserves it. Kelly did lie to him about being pregnant with his child so I do get his insecurities. As for Kelly now that woman has some big balls. To have the audacity to come here in hopes to break up my marriage is very brave. I head towards the hospitality and I can see her sitting at the table so I pull up a chair opposite her. "Hi that was a gorgeous picture of me and Danny you shown to Max, it really captured our best angles." She looks up from her from phone and stares at me "You don't deserve Max you never have done, he belongs with me. We were a proper family." I laugh because there's delusional and then there's this. "A proper family? You lied about carrying his child, you made him believe he was going to be a dad and then you whipped it away from him like it was nothing." She shakes her head as she gets up from the table. "No that was all your fault you made me do that. If it wasn't for you we'd still be together, but instead you're living the life I want and I want it back." I'm done with the drama of this I can't be bothered being nice anymore. "Listen if you come near Max again I will tell the whole world about your little lie. Nobody will want to employ or associate themselves with someone who lied about being pregnant. So it's your choice, you either back off and leave us alone or I will tell everyone." She glares back at me "You wouldn't dare." She really doesn't know me does she? "Oh believe me I would." She grabs her bag from the table and storms off out the door. If she even tries to come near Max, I will tell Helmut about Kelly lying about the baby and we all know Helmut can't keep secrets he will be straight onto German TV before the race has even started and everyone will know.
Max qualified P1 and Danny qualified P11 which isn't too bad considering. I head down the steps and make my way back to Max's drivers room. I am going to drag Max by his cute little ear straight to Danny when he's finished his interviews. He can apologise for even thinking to accuse Danny of anything, not when he has supported the both of us the last couple of months. I spot Max chatting with Christian as I walk into the garage. He looks up at me and calls me over. "Congrats on P1 I'm so proud of you." He wraps his arms around me "Thanks liefde, I didn't think you'd watch me after earlier, where did you go?" Before I can even comment Christian pipes up beside us "Oh just so you know Kelly left she won't be joining us for the rest of the weekend and I'll make sure she doesn't get to join us again." I smile as Max nods his head and looks down at me. "Don't look at me like that, I didn't do anything apart from a tiny little bit of blackmail but it was justified. Anyway you need to go and find Danny and apologise." He grabs my hand and pulls me into his drivers room. "I will apologise I've already text him but I'll go and speak to him as well I promise. I'm really sorry for the mess I caused. I'll also make sure my Dad isn't in the garage tomorrow." I go to say something but instead I throw up all over Max's shoes. I have no idea where that came from. Payback for being a brat this morning. "Shit I'm so sorry, I thought the sickness had subsided I don't know where that came from." Max steps back taking his shoes off and putting them straight into the bin. "Fuck are you okay? Do you want me to get the doctor? Don't clean it up stay there I'll do it." I shake my head completely ignoring him and cleaning up the mess I made. How embarrassing. "Iz seriously sit down, I'll get you a bottle of water just stay there please." I do as I'm told and sit down as he finishes cleaning and sits beside me rubbing my back. "Pretty sure you aimed for me there." I laugh as I lie my head against his arm. "I'd never do that, I think it was the mention of your dad's name that made me puke to be honest." He rolls his eyes at me as he forces the water bottle to my mouth. "Drink plenty please, you're carrying my baby the least I can do is handle a bit of sick."
The rest of the weekend went smoothly Max finished P1 and Danny finished in the points. Danny of course forgave Max at the drop of a hat. He can't stay mad at him for long.
I haven't really seen Max as much over the last month or so due to his races being in countries that are too far for me to travel too. He's tried to attend as many appointments as he can but we kind of knew that he wouldn't be able to make them all anyway. Everything is going well so far, we haven't had many hiccups which is great so Max has been more relaxed in leaving us behind. We've just got back from spending a few days away. It was nice to actually have my husband back, watching him kick a ball on the beach by himself was the best thing ever. The amount of apologises he had to give for booting the ball at people was ridiculous. Football has never been his strong point.
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It has been quite lonely being in Monaco on my own especially when my family are not around the corner anymore. I FaceTime my mum everyday, she and Sophie also just want daily pictures of my bump, which is finally starting to look like one. Vic had her baby last weekend too, a beautiful little girl called Hailey and the boys are besotted with her. I can't wait until we have our own in our arms. Max is currently lay asleep with his head on my leg whilst I'm reading a book on baby names. Any name I like, Max so happens to know somebody with that name and lists reasons why we can't have it. "I like how you're balancing that book on our babies head." I look over the top of the book to see Max smiling up at me. He sits up and takes the book out of my hand. "This bump makes a handy shelf, plus this baby won't have a name until they're 1 years old because you can't seem to choose a name that you like." Max laughs as he flicks through the pages. "Well I think the baby is a girl so I like the name Evi or Mila but for a boy it's hard I know a lot of people. Many of whom I don't like." Me and you both there's plenty of people I don't like. I'm not a people person at all. "I like the name Evi but for a boy I kind of like the name Luis but we already have a Luka and a Lio, Luis might be too many L's." Max laughs and shakes his head as he wraps his arm around me pulling me into his side, placing his hand on my bump. "I don't really mind what their name is as long as they are born safe and healthy. I just can't wait until they're finally here. I wonder if they'll look like me?" I smile as I place my hand on top of his. "Looking at Luka who is your nephew I'm pretty sure our child will be a carbon copy of you and I'll be over the moon if they are." I can't wait to have a mini Max running around the place. Max is going to be an amazing Dad and I can't wait to see him take on this new challenge.
Next week is the Austrian GP, he's leaving earlier than expected to do work in the factory and I'm following him a few days later along with my mum. She's coming to Monaco for a few days next week which is exciting because I finally have someone to attend the appointments with me. Everything is perfect at the moment and I hope and pray it stays this way.
Sorry for the 3rd update of the day. I'm on a roll today, I'm trying to finish this story up because I don't want to drag it out too much 😂
