He clicked the lamp on his side of the bed on, and seemed to have read the title for the first time then. "Poems?"
"My mom used to read to me every night, way past the normal age that you stop doing that stuff I'm pretty sure. And whenever I got nightmares, or couldn't sleep, I'd climb into her bed. It didn't matter if I woke her up at two in the morning, she'd grab one of the five or ten books that were always on her nightstand and start reading to me until I fell asleep," you explained, readjusting your pillow under your head. "That was one of my favorites. I figured it was worth a shot."
Jisung opened the book to the first poem and began reading. His voice was soft and steady, deep and soothing. Despite your want to keep watching him and the focused look on his face as he read, his dark eyes following the words on the page, your own eventually fluttered shut against your will.
─── * :✧˚ ·♡.
When you woke up, Jisung was no longer in your room. The book was resting on the nightstand on that side of the bed, and the lamp was off. Upon entering the kitchen, you saw Jisung standing at the humming microwave. He perked up when you walked in, despite the confused look on your face.
"Good morning!" He said brightly, then gestured to the microwave. "I'm making you hot chocolate. I heard the shower."
"And if my mother had walked in and saw the hot chocolate making itself?" You asked dryly, still rubbing sleep out of your eyes. Your shower didn't do much to wake you up this morning.
Jisung visually deflated, looking around guiltily. "Oh. Right..."
"It's sweet, Jisung, thank you," you added with a smile, watching his shoulders relax. "You're very sweet. I just don't want to give my mom a heart attack."
"Of course." He was smiling again too. "Sorry."
─── * :✧˚ ·♡.
Sitting halfway down the stairs with Jisung, you stared blankly at the front door. Dinner had been difficult for your mom tonight, and with no Nayoung at that meal, you had to do it all on your own. She was asleep now, and you held your head in your hands. Jisung was quietly sitting beside you, resting his elbows on his knees as his laced and unlaced his fingers in front of him. This was probably one of the best parts about having Jisung around. Despite being practically omnipresent at this point, if you didn't want to talk, he didn't talk. If you wanted to chat, he would talk to you about anything, but if you wanted utter silence, he would let you sit in utter silence—he just wouldn't let you do it alone.
You felt nearly suffocated by the house in that moment, but you couldn't leave your mom alone.
"Can you go outside?" You lifted your head to ask Jisung.
"Not very far," he answered as if you were asking any other piece of trivia about him and his predicament.
"The porch swing?"
"Yes, I can go there."
"Do you want to? Now? With me?"
He chuckled softly. "When have I ever told you no?"
It was a warm night, which you were glad for as you were only in your sleep shorts and a t-shirt as you sat on the wooden porch swing with Jisung. Holding the chain next to your head with one hand, you peered out at the nighttime around you, glad to be out of those walls finally.
"Pretty moon," you commented, looking up at the silver half-moon above you.
"Mhm," Jisung hummed his agreement.
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pur autre vie • p.js | ✔
Fanfictionin which you inherit your stepdad's house under the condition that you can live there for as long as you take care of your mother. at first, you think her belief that the house is haunted is just her declining mind playing tricks on her. but the lon...
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