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Plot: Isabelle and Kylian have been best friends since childhood, one night Yn confessed that she was in love with him but he didn't feel the same 
Pairing: fem!Reader x Mbappe
Genre: Angst/ Fluff at the beginning 
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Have you ever felt like just vanish from the world. Like just leave everything and move to a place where you don't know anyone and just leave everything behind, friends and family. That is what I feel right now. Nothing feel the same anymore. It's like everything has changed and it's not for the better. For me I just don't want to calculate with anyone in my surroundings. That is what I have been doing for the past 2-3 weeks now. 
I'm a girl who always was known for being happy and full of life. I always wanted to make everyone around me happy. When I was 7 years old I moved to Paris. Me and my parents lived in Madrid since my dad got an job there but then he got a better job in Paris. When we moved to Paris my parents wanted to live in their old neighborhood so we moved to Bondy. 
One day when I was going around researching the neighborhood we live in i got lost not knowing where I was or how to find my way home. After awhile I saw a boy playing football alone. I walked over to ask if he could help me but when I got closer I saw that the boy was a cute boy. He turned to me and gave me a big smile which made me blush. He came to me and started to talk to me. 
X: Bonjour je m'appelle Kylian, comment tu t'appelles? (Hello my name is Kylian, what is your name?)
Isabelle: je m'appelle Isabelle mais tu peux m'appeler Isa (my name is Isabelle but you can call me Isa)
Kylian: alors Isa, qu'est ce que t'amène ici toute seule? (So isa, what brings you here all alone?)
Isabelle: je fais des recherches sur le quartier depuis que nous venons d'emménager ici, mais je me suis perdu et je n'arrive pas à retrouver mon chemin vers la maison (I was researching the neighborhood since we just moved here, but I got lost and can't find my way home)
Kylian: oh d'accord si tu veux je peux t'aider si tu me donnes ton adresse (oh okey if you want I can help you if you give me your address)
I gave him my address and he help me back home. We talked so much and got to know each other better. It turned out that we had so much in common. He was also my neighbor and lives in the apartment next to mine. Since that day we became best friends. We always did stuff together. We had a great time whenever we spent time together. 
Then his move to Monaco came. He joined Monaco AS to play for them. It got complicated for us to see each other but we talked on the phone everyday. We used to see each other whenever he came to Paris to visit. I was there to support him on his first debut for the A team. I was so happy for him. 
When he joined PSG for a loan I was so happy. Because now I could see my best friend more often. We started to hang more and more. Somewhere along the way I started getting feelings for him. Whenever we were hanging out I couldn't help but imagine how it would be if we got together or if he felt the same for me. Some of our friends have caught me multiple times watching him and started to get suspicious of me. I don't want anyone to know about my feelings for Kylian except for him. 
I always went to his games especially when they were a home game. I would always travel to see him play when he either had a champions league game in another country or when he played in the national team. It was important for our friendship. Like I was there when he played his first World Cup and was so happy when he won. And I would always be there when he lost an important game. 
I would always feel hurt when he would get into a relationship with girls or when he would hook up with girls since I wanted to be in their place. It broke me when he would tell me about a girl he found only to get his heart broken. 
Since he was a little kid his dream was to play for Real Madrid and he got the chance 2022 but he denied it at last second since he wasn't pleased and wanted to accomplish more for PSG but this year he finally accepted it. He was now going to join his dream team. 
When he told me about it I was happy for him but sad about our friendship. It was very hard when he moved to Monaco but at the same time we were young so we couldn't really visit each other like we can now. I decided that it was my last chance to confess to him about my feelings so I went to his house to confess everything. I was standing outside his house and I knocked on the door and he opened it up. 
Kylian: Hey isa, what are you doing here, he was surprised 
Isabelle: hey Kyks, I came to talk to you about something important 
Kylian: yeah sure come in, excuse me for the mess but as you know I'm packing up for the move
Isabelle: no problem 
Kylian: so what was it you wanted to talk about
Isabelle: I will just straight up tell you, Kylian I have feelings for you, I have had them for a long time and have done everything to forget them but it doesn't work. When you used to go out on a date or hook up with someone it always broke me, I know with this confession our friendship will never be the same 
Kylian: wow, I don't know what to say Isa I love you I really do but I don't feel the same way, I don't love you in the way you want me to. I'm so sorry Isa
Isabelle: no no don't feel sorry, I know that you don't feel the same but I just wanted you to know, you know what forget about everything I said to you it's not that important 
Kylian: Isa of course your feelings are important, I know you probably feel hurt but you will overcome it, trust me you will find a man who will love you 
I couldn't stay so I just ran out, it hurts me so much to know he doesn't feel the same way even if I already knew it. I don't know if I can be friends with him anymore, it's for the best if I distance myself from him. 
When I came home I saw that he had wrote many messages to me but I didn't have the energy or the courage to open them. Now that I know he doesn't feel the same for me it's for the best if I move on from him. I know it will be hard but I have to. The first thing I did was to block him. I can't move on if I still have his number. 
From this day on I have lost the only person who was there for me and the only one I have ever loved. Love is really hard and when you fall for someone who doesn't reciprocate it hurts. I really have to be strong for myself and hope to find someone who will love me back.
Had this one in my drafts so I thought about posting it since it has been long since I last posted