side note>>>>> I LOVE that Halloween costume like my fav so far
woah my arms look rly skinny and weak in that... lol makes me wanna workout or sm
btw the one with my hair bleached is recent
ANYWAYS since my style is a little out of place where I go to school I do get some pretty WILD rumors based of my aparently "emo" looking cloths. (I think we all know what emo actually is but apparently most kids don't. they see black cloths and instantly go emo)
at some point some ppl said I had tried to KILL MY MOM?!!???!?!? LIKE WTF NO!!! I LOVE MY MOM SHES AMAZING <3
ugh some girls have come up to my sister and asked about if all sorts of stuff is true. luckily I have a good sister and so she says no ofc not but kids r still pretty quick to judge
I have to admit... the me being rude rumors are a little based
ONLY cus of a certain innicident where I cussed out the principle which I will explain a diff chapter but that was in 6th grade
I'm wayyyy nicer now I make sure ppl can tell I'm not like what ppl assume or have heard when I meet ppl
though my annoyed/pissed off resting face doesn't help and I am not the type of person to fake nice or act more excited for sm then I am cus idk it feels fake and dishonest. I just dipise having to be fake energetic so ppl think I'm more approachable
also I'm not the type to have a filter when I meet ppl >(not in the like mean/rude way but in the way where I act laid-back to do whatever I want around them like I would with a good friend)< like my approach of meeting ppl is treat them like I'm already comfy around them so they'll feel open to be comfy around me in return.
which results in either them either thinking I'm weird and judging me or ppl appreciating it and acting more relaxed
but I recommend it cus typically most ppl suprisingly take it well cus I mean at the end they wanna be chill and less on edge just as much as I do. the ppl who act weirded out r typically the judgy type who like to look down on ppl so it helps sort out the ppl I wanna be friends with over the ones I don't.
WELP THAT WAS RLY OFF TOPIC
anywayyyyyssssss
long story short, I don't exactly have a normal reputation ppl either like me or hate me but tbh I wouldn't have it any other way
having a not perfect reputation separates the true friends from the fake ones and so because of it I have two really trustworthy and close best friends who are just as much of weirdo nerds as me and I love them more than anyone <3 I would in fact die for them
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my bad or just strange reputation at school
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