"to burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves."
- Federico García Lorca
Staying out of trouble is not Frank Castle's strong suit. But is Jenavieve Howlett more trouble than The Punisher can handle...
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"if i could melt your heart we'd never be apart." - Frozen, Madonna
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Frank hasn't spoken to me for a couple days now. He's been ignorant, dismissive and hostile.
I'm not sure if it's because of what I said about his family, or if it's because of my claws, or perhaps a combination of the two.
But he hasn't run, and he hasn't asked me to leave. So that's something.
He just doesn't want anything to do with me. Which is understandable.
I only wish I didn't crave him so much. Even with his new avoidant attitude towards me, he's fucking sexy as sin.
An angry lust swims through my veins, praying for a chance to pounce. But I painfully keep my distance. And denying myself of him makes me more and more frustrated each day.
I wish this was the reason Frank was so hostile towards me. Pure lust and longing to cross a line he feels he shouldn't.. But unfortunately, I'm just no longer his type. Can't say I blame him.
And mentioning his family the other day obviously didn't help.. But I was honestly just trying to express gratitude. Because even though he's mad at me, and he himself has pissed me off on occasion, I genuinely enjoy his company.
And his silent treatment has given me time to reflect.
Thinking back to the bar, the motel in Larkville, and the warehouse the other day.. we fight well together, he and I. We complement each other. But at the bar, I was fearful and filled with serum, unable to fight to the full degree. In Larkville, I was serum free but holding back, still hiding my secret from him. At the warehouse, I stopped holding back, but Frank was left a little shocked.
I can only imagine what we'd achieve together when we're both on the same page. I'm also slightly concerned at how exhilarating I find the idea.
