Learning and Building

                                    

                                          


It's been a week now that I've been here, in this new world of magic, and I've learned quite a lot. I mean, nothing that really jumps out of the pages, but simple things that help me understand certain things.
My mother's name is Liane Presna, she is a water mage, and one of the few mages within the village we live in. I don't know her age, but being an elf, she could literally be any age, and it wouldn't seem like it because of her looks.
My father's name is Joana Presna, he was a deviant mage in plant magic, which was impressive. If I remember correctly, that's like the specialty of the elves, that an illusion magic, which has to do with the wind element.
We live in a village somewhere in the Elshire Forest called Ronoke, it isn't very large, the one time I left it was to run to the store with my mother, which was weird because it was next door. I'd say there were about ten to fifteen homes, the community was very small.
I met a couple of people that my mother introduced me to, they all seem to be lovely. It's hard not to be kind to a baby though, our next door neighbors on the other side of the house are named Tiana and Cass, they were a young couple, or old, I don't know.
They seem to be very close with my family, they were the only ones to come over and have dinner while they meant me. They were also the only other ones to hold me, which was fine, it still felt a little weird being held. 
I was an eighteen year old stuck in a baby elf's body, or my body I should say, a baby's body. I still haven't gained any control over my limbs, but I have gained control over mana. I haven't formed a core, but when I close my eyes and concentrate, I see what Arthur was talking about in the novel.
I can see the white motts, which is awesome, I know, and I can't believe I'm admitting this. When I first saw them, and was celebrating, I lost concentration and unfortunately, had an accident in my diaper.
That was a low point, well, every time I go in my diaper it's a low point, I just can't control anything. I can't wait until I can actually walk, but right now, all I can really do is sit here, and build my core.
I just want to use magic, and right now is the best time to build the core, I literally have nothing else to do. I also want to use magic, so there's that as well, watching my mom use it makes me smile all the time, I just can't help it.
As I sat here in my crib within the living room, my mother was in the kitchen cooking up lunch for Tiana who was sitting on a small couch next to me, just talking with my mother. This was pretty much how I learned everything, listening to their conversations since I couldn't speak myself.
I wasn't listening though right now, I was pushing the white little dots together in the center, trying to build my core, trying to become a mage. I know if I become a mage before I am even one, I'll for sure be a prodigy, I think the main age that cores are built is like six to ten, not sure though.
Ehh, I might as well listen in, I think I can do both, listen and build the core, I just have to concentrate pretty hard. "Yeah, Cass and I have been trying, it's just been hard with his schedule." Tiana said to my mother. "With him being one of the few mages here within the village, he's always out surveying."
"You'll find time." My mother told her. "All it takes is ten to fifteen minutes a day." I want to say that Tiana is trying to have a baby, but I don't want to assume anything. "That's how we did it." Okay, yeah, for sure trying to have a baby.
"I know, we'll get there." Tiana said, turning her head so she was looking at me. "It seems like Lura is awake, mind if I hold her for a little?" I wanted to say no, leaving me in the crib, but couldn't. It was easier to concentrate in there, than in someone's arms.