2|Beginning

                                    

                                          

  ☆NARCISA☆
I packed almost all my clothes,all my make-up,almost everything I have it's now in two suitcases and one bag,thank God my cousin is richer then me
I thought all night,what am I going to tell my parents,I can't tell them just that I'm moving out of nowhere,they will start asking questions and the truth is they don't know anything nor that I had a boyfriend or even got cheated on
Why?
They don't watch news,they don't have instagram,tik tok,facebook or something like that,only thing they focus on is their business and money,they know about nothing
Only thing they care about is do I have enough money with me,because I know that they never wanted only rich life for them but for they child too
"Madre,padre" i walked into the living room with my suitcases and a bag,i actually got shocked when I saw them there but okay
"Sí Narcisa?" my dad,with his eyes stucked on the tablet
"I'm going on a vacation" and now they both looked at me,this isn't the first time that I'm going all alone somewhere,actually I never went somewhere alone,but alone without them
"Do you need money?Do you have enough money?Here I'll give you some and I'm going to put more on your credit card"
"No padre-"
"Shhhh,here" he gave me some money and I just nodded,as the only child I'm not spoiled with softness or anything like that,I'm spoiled with money,I'm not mad about that,I know that if I had a sibling they would work more to have enough for both of us,just like how they did
None asked me where am I going,how long will I stay,with who am I going,nothing,and with that I just walked out of the house and got in Lily's car,because she's waiting for me,I don't have a license,still
"You sure about this?"
"Lils you asked me that hundred times,and my answer is NOT going to change" she just nodded and I could se on her face that she doesn't like this,but there's no other escape
"Lils,listen this is the only escape,this or to fake relationship with someone famous but I'm not dating ever again especially with someone famous"
"Did you really loved my brother that much that you don't believe in love now?" that question actually made me think for few seconds 
"I loved him yeah,but,you know how our relationship was and you know everything about me Lils"
She nodded and we finally came to an airport,in one way I feel happy that I'm leaving Los Angeles forever,I mean city is beautiful but I honestly always was pretty sick of it and in the other way I feel sad that I have to left my only friend Lily
It's going to be hard making new friends in Barcelona mostly because I don't like being around the people I don't know
"Lils I will visit you,you will visit me,we are going to be in contact non stop,trust me"
I hugged and left some tears which is unusual for me I'm not the person who cries about things like this
I waved to her one more time before I went through airport's door
After one hour of waiting I finally sat in the plane,thank God Pedri loves me and would to anything for me so he booked a seat in first class I couldn't sit in normal place for 12 hours
Yes,flight is 12 hours long
Most of the flight I was sleeping,eating and reading a book when I finally landed in Barcelona at 1am
Let new chapter of my life begin
chapter 2
maybe a little bit boring,but yeah,also i forgot to say that this is happening in March
love you all
b🩷