CHAPTER 31 - CAN'T STAY AWAY FROM HIM

                                    

                                          
Mujhko mujhme jagah nahi milti, 
tu hone laga hai kuch iss qadar maujood mujhme.
NOOR
" Leave your husband, you shouldn't live with him."
The man who said this to me was pulling me towards him and away from my husband, which I didn't like a bit. I will not go anywhere leaving him.
" Chor dein hume, hume humare shauhar ke pass jana hai, haath chorein humara " I tried to snatch my hand from that man's grip.
I ....I am so scared. I don't want to leave him but just the thought of not seeing him again is enough to make me so restless.
That man started laughing seeing my condition and started taking me somewhere with him.
No, no, I won't go anywhere. My...my husband is waiting for me.
And then suddenly I saw my husband standing away from me. I smiled seeing him and tried again to pull my hand from his grip and run towards him, but that man's grip is so strong.
He is just laughing and taking me somewhere.
" Please leave me. Please. I can't live without my husband. My place is beside him, not anywhere else. Let me go, please"
That evil man continued his sinister laugh, and my tears started flowing and I looked at my husband who is just standing at his place opening his arms.
Anyhow after struggling, I got successful in pulling my hand from that man's grip and pushed him harder on the floor. I immediately started running towards my husband with a smile on my face. But as I was about to reach near him, he suddenly vanished in air.
No, no, no. I want him right now. I want my husband.
And I got so scared so much that I shouted " Arjunnnnnn"


I woke up from my sleep and looked here and there to look for him, but he wasn't in the room. 
Where...is he?
I quickly got up from the bed and searched for him again in the room. That...... was ju.... just a dream Noori. 
He .... promised you, he won't.... go anywhere. He won't ......leave you.
My tears started flowing at the thought of my dream becoming true. Please God, don't make my dream true. 
I was about to go out of the room to look for him, but I heard the sound of water from the bathroom.
I stopped and quickly move towards the bathroom and knocked on it hurriedly.
I just want to see him.
" Darwaza kholein please " I shouted, and my hands are shivering from the fear of ...... not seeing him again.
[ Open the door please]
The door of the bathroom gets unlocked from the other side and he opened the door. As soon as I saw him, I don't know what got into me, but I jumped into his arms and hugged him tightly.
" Noor, sambhal ke " because of my jump he took two steps back, but still wrapped his arms around my back and didn't let both of us fall.
[ Careful, Noor]
I tighten my hold around his neck and hide my face there for the comfort. I cannot find that warmth and peace anywhere in this world which I find in his arms.