Massive Trigger Warning: Suicide is mentioned in this chapter.
I personally have struggled with suicidal thoughts, I was in a very dark place my sophomore year of high school because I was going through so much shit, I even self-harmed. I was put on medicine for depression (I still take it) and I got a therapist. I'm in a much better place now though. My life isn't perfect, that's for damn sure, but it's better than what it used to be. I feel so lucky that I have a loving and caring mother to help me through it.
Just so you know, you're not alone.
You are enough, and you are so loved. <3
Whatever you are going through right now, it will make you stronger, and you will overcome it. I believe in you.
*Third Person POV*
It's Tuesday morning at South Park High, and for some reason, (Y/N) was in a very giggly mood this morning. She's been laughing at literally everything, and she's just in a good mood. Her and her friends were currently sitting in homeroom and (Y/N) couldn't stop laughing.
"Wait wait wait, (Y/N) (Y/N)." Wendy said and tapped (Y/N)'s shoulder as she was giggling for no apparent reason. (Y/N) looked at Wendy and she showed a video of a piece of bread falling to (Y/N). When the piece of bread fell (Y/N) burst into another fit of giggles. "Show me that again." (Y/N) said and Wendy laughed as she showed her the video again. (Y/N) laughed harder when she saw the piece of bread fall again.
All her friends laughed as (Y/N) was laughing, because her laugh is contagious. "Bro (Y/N) are you high?" Kenny asked. (Y/N) couldn't answer because she was too busy laughing.
Kyle chuckled at how cute she was being. He loves hearing her laugh, even if it's at a piece of bread falling.
"(Y/N) what are you on, because I want some." Bebe asked making (Y/N) laugh harder. (Y/N) did her best to suppress her laughter as Mr. Garrison walked in the room. "Okay kids, lets take our seats."
"So we actually have three new students joining us today. Let's all make them feel welcome here." Ah, that explains the three moving trucks Kyle and (Y/N) saw yesterday. There was a knock at the door and Mr. Garrison went to open it.
(Y/N)'s smile dropped as soon as she saw who these new students were.
What the hell are they doing here?
Jayda, Avery, and Grace walked into the classroom with a smile on their faces. "Class, this is Jayda, Avery, and Grace." Mr. Garrison said while pointing at each of them.
These three girls are the same girls who beat (Y/N) up so bad that she got sent to the hospital.
The same girls who made the whole school hate her.
The same girls who told her to kill herself...
One of the many reasons why (Y/N) was so happy to move back to South Park was because she was finally getting away from these girls. (Y/N) really had no idea why they hated her so much, she didn't do anything to upset them at all. Nothing.
(Y/N) never told her friends about these girls because she didn't want them to worry about it. They were already really upset that she moved and she didn't want them to know she was terribly miserable there. She's mentioned that she didn't like it there, but she never brought up the extreme bullying and harassment she went through.
She also never ever told them that she has had serious thoughts of committing suicide because of these girls.
Great. She delt with Braiden, now she has to deal with these girls again. She was finally starting to enjoy life again, why do they have to come and ruin it?
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