Tainted

                                    

                                          

The soft kiss of your fingers on my skin,
The linger of your lips upon mine,
The sweet words that once melted my heart and were heard so beautifully.
All of it has been tainted. 
I can feel him on your body when I touch you. 
I can see you and him in the back of his car. 
I can hear the words you both said to me.
Resentment has filled the spaces where love once resided.  
Although I could never hate you.  
I feel tainted.  
No matter what I do, I fear you'll still think of him.  
I want to be the one in your mind. 
I want to be the one on your body. 
I want to be the one you want.
I want to be the one you love. 
My world has been tainted. 
You say it was only one time.
You say you don't understand.
You say I can't feel this way.
I wish we could have stayed.  
I'm sorry.  
I wish you were sorry.