Chapter 13

                                    

                                          
Y/N :
hey, i'm already here. where are you?
Toge Inumaki has been ignoring me for the past two days. He won't answer my calls, won't respond to my text messages, and won't talk to me in person. 
He's not pushing me away whenever I approach him in person, though. He just makes so many excuses just so that he can't talk to me. 
I don't even know what the fuck is going on. 
But one thing's for sure... I don't like this. 
I am afraid. Did he grow tired of me? Did he realize he deserved better? 
Did he only spend time with me just so that he could hurt me the way I did him?
I closed my eyes and heaved a deep sigh as I patiently waited for him. It's already 12 : 51 and there's still no sign of Toge.
I didn't even bother standing up to do different things. I only sat on the table we always used to sit on whenever we wait for each other. 
"Damn it," I muttered when I realized it's already 1PM.
He's still not here. 
I have a quiz on my major subject, I have to leave.
I bit my lip and looked at our table sadly. I haven't even eaten yet because I was patiently waiting for him. This sucks. 
"Ms. Y/N, you still have classes, right? It's time for you to go now."
I couldn't do anything but to nod and leave the library. 
When my classes were over, I immediately stood up from my seat and put my things back inside my bag.
I need to go see Toge in his room.
I was in a hurry as I went out of my classroom to go to his which was a bit far away from mine. Sweat was trickling down my forehead when I looked at the time.
"Please, let me make it in time," I whispered.
God, it's been two whole days with him ignoring me! I can't let this go on for another day longer!
I was panting when I arrived at the building where his room was located at. 
I immediately scanned the surroundings because Toge might not be in his classroom anymore but rather here.
It's past five now, after all. 
My eyes immediately went wide when I caught a glimpse of Toge and his stoic face.
A smile automatically formed itself upon my lips. I was about to call him when I saw something... that I shouldn't have seen. 
"Toge!" It was Maki.
She held his arm so tightly and kissed his cheek. 
"I've been looking for you. Let's go home together like usual?" She sweetly said as she waited for his response. 
My heart broke a little more when I saw Toge's rare smile directed at Maki as he gently nodded at her. 
I bit my lip and looked away, not wanting to witness anything worse than that.
Fuck this heart and fuck the person it beats for. 
'Cause no matter how hurt I am right now, I still think he's worth it.
I heaved a deep sigh and forced a smile as I turned my back at them and walked away. Well, maybe I'll just talk to him tomorrow. 
But then, Maki's voice lingered in my head.
"Let's go home together like usual?"
Really, huh? So these past two days, they've been going home together?
He stopped fetching me as well as taking me home and did it for her instead? Is he so tired of me now?
I bit my lip harder as a tear fell from my eye. Then, I took my phone out of my pocket and messaged Toge. 
Y/N :
i miss you, baby :(
—CONSTANTLY,
CONSISTENTLY—