#1 Deep Emotions (Nov.1,2024)
#1 Deep Feelings
#1 Life choices
A thought collection of 17-year old. Dear future self, hope we meet again in new circumstances and can really face each other because after this am 100% sure you gonna love your youngse...
My palms were shivering in fear. I had tears waiting to come out of my eyes.
"I know that." He said without even looking at me.
"I tried but I couldn't"
"Don't lie. Accept that you didn't give your best."
"I did, papa. "
"You wasted all my money. I should have never got you admitted in that coaching Institute. "
"I am sorry" And that's when I let myself release all the tears which I was holding from so long.
"Go wash you face. Don't cry. What's done is done. " He said, now in soft tone.
"I am sorry. " I whispered and ran to another room.
I hugged pillow tightly and wished if I were genius in mathematics, physics. Papa will never understand that I suck when it comes to calculation and derivations. I wish I could tell that I tried my level best, I studied as much as I can but I couldn't make through it because I am not good at it.
"Drink water, Adi" Maa came and passed me a glass of water.
I didn't have any courage guts to look into her eyes. I was ashamed of failing in exam.
I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost If I'm asking for help it's only because I have lost myself!!
Mother looking at me Tell me what do you see? Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy looking at me Will I ever be free? Have I crossed the line?
All the things they said All the things they said Running through my head Running through my head
Father to daughter -
I do not understand this child. Though we have lived together now In the same house for years, I know Nothing of her,so try to build Up a relationship from how She was when smallsmall. Yet have I killed?
The seed I spent or sown it where The land is her and none of mine? We speak like strangers there's no sign Of understanding in the air. This child is built to my design Yet what she loves I can not share.
Silence surrounds us, I would have Her prodigal returning to Her father's house, the home she knew. Rather than see her make and move. Her world, I would forgive her too Shaping from sorrow a new love.
Father and daughter both must live On the same globe, on the same land.
She speaks : I cannot understand Myself, why anger grows from grief We each put out an empty hand Longing for something to forget.
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Daily reminder,
1. Your skin is not a paper, so don't cut it 2. Your neck not a coat, so don't hang it 3. Your body is not a book, so don't judge it 4. Your heart is not a door, so don't lock it 5. Your life is not a movie, so don't end it
Remember to love yourself because you are freaking star...
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