All eyes on me

                                    

                                          

A/N: HEYY!!! so my mam had to go to a rehab center place cos she's in a wheelchair and because of her fall she broke her kneecap and she kind of needs to be able to use her legs to do things like transfer.. so I'm soo soo sorry for it taken so long for me to update, i will be updating more regularly from now on, its just been super super hectic in my house as its all up in the air what's going on and when my mam is actually going to be able to return home.. 
I ALSO WANTED TO SAY TYSMMMM FOR 5K READS, I APPRECIATE THE LOVE AND SUPPORT SO MUCH WITH THIS STORY. 
i have a strong idea of how i want this story to go and how i want it to end, for now its just sort of adding the filler chapters to get to that point so i apologies if some of the writing in these chapters aren't that great, just bare with me!
anyways enjoy this chapter and let me know what your thoughts are!!!!
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Eating meals now are even more annoying then they were before. 
Originally i just had Lupin glancing every so often at where i sat and he would remember if i came down for a meal and if i didn't, he would bring it up that evening when we saw each other. But now, i had him not only basically breathing down my neck every single meal time (which basically meant that i was forced to sit right at the top of the table which meant that so did Ron, Hermione and Harry and it also meant that the whole time he was staring at me, making sure i was eating a sufficient amount of food) but he had also elected himself to walk down with me to EVERY meal to make sure i actually attended them. 
How absolutely batshit crazy is that?
I literally cant be rid of him. 

For lunch today i decided to have a chicken sandwich with a bottle of water. This was the least amount of food i could viable have without Remus bringing up the lack of food that i had on my plate later on. 
So that afternoon, Me, Harry, Ron and Hermione sat outside against a tree with our lunches and spoke about various topics ranging from the quidditch score from the previous game, to mine and Hermione's favorite books currently (which Ron seemed blatantly bored with as he threw his wand up in the air and proceeded to try and catch it) and landed on the topic of me. 
"So where have you been going every evening then Abby" 
 My name brought me out of my own thoughts and i turned my head to face Ron who was looking at me expectantly. 
"uh, what?" i responded, dumbfounded, " after dinner-" Ron continued, "we all go back to the common room but you don't return for like an hour". 
I tuck a piece of hair that was in my face behind my ear and place my half eaten sandwich down onto the clingfilm that i had wrapped it in. 
"i really have no idea what your talking about" i responded. 
"you must do!" Ron huffed, scrunching his own clingfilm into a ball and shoving it in his bag, "its every night.. at the same time.. for the same amount of time."
I bit my lip at releasing that i my abscesses after dinner wasn't nearly as discreet is i would've hoped. 
Harry noticed my change in behavior as he glanced at me then shoved Ron lightly in the arm and gave him a pointed glance, "Or maybe Abby just likes to get some extra reading or homework in by herself after dinner, she doesn't have an obligation to follow us around all of the time you know" he lightly joked and offered me a small smile which i returned.