Chapter 109

                                    

                                          
          I spend my time following what Jungkook has arranged for me.  Piano, cooking and yoga.
Except for Wednesday, he was busy, so he told me to stay at home for this week. He replaced my schedule from following him to office with a piano lesson. 
He keeps me occupied.
I know so much Jungkook actually wants me to do something so that I won't go outside and make a friend with a random guy.
And when he comes home he would ask me what I've learned. 
He's acting like a parent sometimes.
But I don't care. I really can't put my mind to anything because all in my mind now is I'm about to see Taehyung.
I am dying to see him again. 
Time has passed and it's a day, I will get to see Taehyung!  
I wake up from my sleep and find Jungkook is not in the bed with me. 
I get out of the bed and look for him in the room.
I look for him in the attached bathroom but he's not there too. 
"Jungkook? Jungkook??" I call him. 
"Here, babe"
I turn my head to the balcony where Jungkook's voice came from. 
I go to there and see he is smoking.
Damn, in a very early morning.
I ignore that because it's just so normal of him. 
I focus on this big day that I've been waiting for.
"Jungkook-ah... Don't you remember what today is?" I ask him carefully.
He pulls out the cigarette out of his mouth. "I know, babe" he says while smashing the cigarette in the ashtray.
Then, he comes towards me. 
I look at him attentively.
I'm nervous for every word he will say. I really hope he will keep his promise.
"Take a shower, have a breakfast and I'll take you to see him, okay?" 
I curl a big smile.
He sounds so sweet. And he doesn't sound bitter like I'm expecting him to. 
I nod, "Okay".
       I'm in the car, at the passenger seat with Jungkook. 
The driver is driving to where they keep Taehyung.
The route is as same as I got.
I lower my eyes. 
I feel so guilty for not doing anything when I know where he is. 
"Why are you upset?" Jungkook asks. 
And I quickly lift my head and look at him. "Upset?" 
"Um"
I realize he has been watching me having emotion surging. "I'm not upset. It's just... I'm nervous" I say. 
Jungkook turns his head forward.
Nervous...
The last time they saw each other was when their failed  asassination and coup plan against him. 
She should and it's so annoying.
I see Jungkook turning his head forward.
Without saying anything...