:18_forgive me

                                    

                                          
𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐲 
Yoongi was reading the book with full focus. He was too much focused in the book forgetting whatever happening around him. His whole mind was shifted towards the book in its each line. The each line were making him remind of hobi. He wanted to cry his heart out but his tears left him on the day when hobi left. He is now stone. Who feel everything but never react. He is hiding his pain inside deeper and deeper.... 
*𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐢* 
I know you are with me. You left me that night, that blood, that rain. It's still clear in my mind. I'm sorry I didn't complete your last wish. I'm bad friend. But I loved you and always will be. You are with me around me always I know. In sky stars I see you. In rain I see you, in snow I see you. Each season, each weather and moment makes me remind of you. I can never forget you. You were special to me and always gonna be. I love you hoba and missing 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 
Yoongi closed the book and lay his head down on the book. He closed his eyes remembering his each moment with hobi. He was remembering the first day in school he met hobi when he was seven years old. That moment was joyful the most loving moment for yoongi. He was lost in his world.
𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐰 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬
Yoongi opened his eyes and look arround him . Everything was same as before. It feels like the time had stopped for while. He check the time on his wrist watch and get up from the chair , keeping the book in its place. He take his bag from the table and left from library. 
He was walking on footpath. Listening music. Lost in his own world. Around him everyone was happy. He looked all arround and closed his eyes feeling the fresh air 
*𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭*
Everyone is so happy around me. It feels like I'm in island without food shelter with a lot of wild animals. My all arround is ocean . I'm alone. 
People see hell after death but I saw it since the time I born and seeing it. I don't know when it will end but I'm waiting for the time. When happiness will knock at my door. 
He opened his eyes and felt like someone calling him. He removed his ear phones and look back. Seeing a familiar face. 
𝐘𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢 *𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 * hey. 
That person come run towards him and stopped him right in front of him. 
𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 - thank god you hear me
How much time I called you 
𝐘𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢 - sorry. *𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬*
𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 - I should say sorry.. Everything happened that night... 
𝐘𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢 - forget it. 
𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 - huh what 
𝐘𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢 - everything happened it was not your fault. It is my bad fate. 
𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 - no it isn't.. Please don't say that it was my fault. Please forgive me yoongi please. Since that night I'm living with this guilt. Please forgive me
𝐘𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢 - it's okay.. Forget it. It was not your fault. 
𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 - thank you so much.