Moon, ocean and me?

                                    

                                          

Lynn don't you dare say anything about the title. 
Wednesday. 
Me and Enid were FaceTiming, for the second time today. None of us talking about what happened the other day at the cinema, about what I said, or what we did. 
It's crazy, the call got so silent at moments, but it never felt awkward. I felt comfortable with her, and I have never felt that way before. 
I first realised I was falling in love with Enid when she first ever came over to my house and told me how I deserved someone better than Tyler. At first I was in denial, but as soon as she fought Tyler because of what he did, I couldn't help but feel safe around her. 
I felt an increase in heat on my cheeks, my skin tightening as I watched my face go from pale to pink in a matter of seconds. Enid sat there staring at me, with the eyes that lit the cities in darkness. She looked at me how she always had, one of my very favourite things about her. How she treated me so different compared to how she did with her friends, in a good way. 
"Whattttt" I had finally spoke, covering my face with my hands which were covered by my sleeves. Not wanting to reflect on the worst time of my life. 
"Nothing, you're just really beautiful"
My cheeks got even more pink, if they could. 
I watched as her small smile turned into a big one. How from time to time she would bite her bottom lip a tiny bit. Or how she would stick out her tongue a little when concentrating on her work. I watched the things that made Enid, Enid. 
"Can I take you on a date" she spat out. Finally. 
"Have you been waiting that whole time to say that" I said with a chuckle. Her face immediately matching my pink shaded cheeks. "But yes of course Sinclair, I would love to go on a date with you" 

"How did you know what ice cream I liked"  I said as she handed me over a mint chocolate chip pot of ice cream. "You practically drool over it.  I've known you long enough" 
We sat at the ice cream parlour. For a long time. Talking about how her life had changed during her suspension. How my life in school had changed when she wasn't there. How we had to do "this again sometime". 
Our legs under the table, intertwined. Firstly we just sat in front of each other, until I felt her feet wrap around my feet.
No one's PoV.
Enid had stared for a little too long, worrying the girl in front of her. She had stared into the eyes that stopped time. How she felt ever so stuck, falling deeper and deeper into her eyes the longer she looked. 
 
She looked around her face, creating an imaginary line in her head, making a dot to dot image in her mind as she connected the freckles spread across her eyelids and nose. 
"One day I'm going to count your freckles"
"That would take so long Enid"
"I have all the time in the world for you" 
Her hand skimming over the raven haired girls hand. A shiver sent down both of their spines, the girls comforting words flushing her cheeks a rose pink colour again. For the third time that day. 
Wednesday felt the difference of being in love and being stuck with someone. She noticed how nothing could ever beat what she had with Enid. She wouldn't trade it for the world. 
Enid had finally found the girl she dreamt of ever since she was younger. The girl she had hoped wouldn't appear in nightmares. 
"I'll never leave you again, Enid. I swear"
The warm words comforting the girl as she placed her hand over the smaller girls. Immediate butterflies fluttering around her stomach.
"I won't leave you, ever, weds"
The raven haired girl could've sworn she felt her heart grow three sizes bigger. They both got up from the table, throwing away their left over rubbish. Wednesday wrapping her arm in between Enid's as they walked along the beach. 
"I missed you"
"I missed you more, plastic"
Wednesday scoffed dramatically, shoving Enid off of her, "shut up freak"
After many wrestling matches on the beach, most of the time Enid just let Wednesday push her over since her height was certainly not helping her in anyway possible. They finally sat down on the sand, the moon shining onto them. 
"I've never felt this way before about anyone" Wednesday said throwing herself backwards, lying down. Enid soon after copying her. "Me neither" they both looked over at each other, smiling. 
"feel free to not answer this" Enid propped herself up onto her elbow. Watching as Wednesday listened closely. 
"But what did Tyler.. you know.. erm do to you"
She heard the smaller girl sigh loudly before also propping herself up. 
— abuse tw —
"I don't know, I guess he never wanted me that way. He never had me like you do. He'd get so mad so often, the usual of shouting and screaming, then when I'd say anything back that's when he'd pounce. He'd throw something at me or throw me at something either way it ended up me getting hurt, him apologising, swearing he'd never do it again, then we'd have sex. Most of the time I didn't want to, because God some of those bruises hurt like a bitch. But I was too scared to say something about it to him, incase he did something worse"
The brunette slowly and cautiously moved her hand onto Wednesdays leg as they both sat crossed legged in front of each other. Facing away from the view in front of them. 
Enid noticed the tears that had escaped Wednesdays eyes and pulled her into a hug. "You don't have to worry about him anymore I promise you. I'll always protect you from him. Wednesday I swear, nothings bad going to happen to you"
"What if he finds out about us, aren't you at least scared of what he'll do to you?"
"Never. The scariest thing that can happen to me is something happening to you." 
She wrapped her arm over Wednesdays shoulder, holding her even closer then she already was, even though they were already practically crushing each other.
I am very sorry on how bad this is. I'm trying to update as much as I can otherwise I forget for months but I have no idea at all on what I'm doing 
Have a goodnight/ morning