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And so..the next days were kinda lazy but good. The next two days. Only two days are behind me. Just four more and I will go home. 
And of course with Masum because I can't let her be here without someone. If I don't want her to tell my parents..It kinda feels somehow strange calling them my parenst.
I got goosebumps the next second of thinking before I came out of my mind and toke the next bite of 'the food' which is popular here. 
No I am not going to say what kind of food it is. I got laziness inside me and the laziness spreads into my body so...no comment. 
So.. through the two days I was going around there, looking and seeing some much more popular hotels and some building with some sentences from some popular people who were known here a lot. 
Suho- the man who toke me around here- had to leave yesterday at night because it's his boyfriend's anniversary of death and he want to tell him some more things he has lived... 
I am really sad for him. A lot of things has happened in his life and it's like something nobody wants to go through...including me.
And now my eyes looked down, chewing on the food and then pout formed on my lips so suddenly. 
And that's an big thank good lord that Masum doesn't see my pouts. Because they are cute, I can say, but she would laugh like an idiot while saying 'aww' which will be heard on kilometers far. 
That I am saying this it's doesn't mean that she already saw it. She didn't. But as I can see she have that voice which sounds kind of like a kid and even more like a baby when she speaks in that little tiny voice..and it's even loud. 
Like, take Jimin as an example. When he see that Jungkook is really close to me and totally lovely he start to beat Yoongi up because he isn't like Jungkook. And his awws were heard maybe on two kilometers far.
I ate one more spoon and left to wash the dishes before opening a fridge to find something tasty. 
And I feel liek ice cream chocolate flavour isn't so for me..I like strawberries so I think that would be the best for me..
Why I didn't even asked Jungkook what kind of flavour he likes the most? We could then go on a date together on a small ice cream...big one for me
Now I feel like I should to be the Top throught the sex..because it feels like I got more things in my head where should we go together..
But yeah he is elder and I didn't even know how to do it and even how to go this gently...oh fuck am I needy?!
I crouched down in frent of the refrigerator with my shy smile on my face and my fingers holding my tip of my nose because of the embarassement. 
Now it kinda feels like I am the person who want it and not him... My dear lord, why have you gave me this guy as my fate..
Then I laughed a little before I stood up and went to take my phone and my swimming pants before I left the hotel room and walked right to the beach. 
I looked around if I can see some peoples who can show me how to surf on the water.. and luckily I didn't found any person but I found my phone ringing because Jungkook was calling me. 
"When are you coming back?" So it was not Jungkook but Jimin with Jungkook chasing him outside the park.
"Hi Jimin...?? After four days" 
"Okay so, let me just hide" amd then he runned away somewhere with the phone still on. 
And through that I found a person  who was already teaching some people how to surf and so I joined them while my phone still was on with Jimin still running away. 
And I can say he runned really somewhere far away.