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Buck has moments where his past abuse from his parents makes him panic everyone one by one helps him deal with it
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Buck hadn't told anyone about his past abuse. He didn't want to make anyone hate him. 
His father had told him if anyone found out they would see how much of a waist of air he was. 
When Maddie married dough it only got worse so much worse. His dad would take any and all anger out on him while his mom just locked herself in her room.
The first person he ever told was Maddie when she first came to LA. When buck first saw her he was shocked. 
"Maddie" He says and hugged her. They sat down and buck was so excited to have her back. Then she talked and it shattered his hopes
"I'm just traveling through" Maddie says not looking at him. 
"What? Why? You just got here" Buck says and Maddie tells him about dough. 
"I'll protect you. Your safer here then running" Buck says and Maddie looks at him
"I don't wanna bring you into this" Maddie says but buck shakes his head. 
"Between you and anyone who wants to hurt you is exactly where I wanna be" Buck says and means it. 
Maddie frowns "what if he hurts you" Maddie says worried
"I've handled worse" Buck says sadly and this makes Maddie curious. 
"What do you mean?" She asks and buck sighs 
"Our parents used to abuse me" Buck says and holds in tears. 
"After you left it got so much worse." Buck said and Maddie was speechless
She holds him in her arms and cried. He didnt realize it but he was crying too.
She was the first person he ever told and she didnt have the reaction their parents said she would. 
His parents told him she would hate him, never talk to him again but instead she holds him and wisperss promises into his ear. 
"They will never hurt you again. It's me and you against the world" Maddie says and eventually they make a plan. 
Maddie would stay in LA with buck and they would keep their parents at arms length.
The second person to find out about the abuse is eddie. They were hanging out at the diaz household like normal but they couldnt dicide on dinner. 
"What about pizza?" Eddie asks and buck sighs 
"We have had pizza so much. What about chicken wings?" Buck says but eddie shakes his head. 
"Chris won't eat it." Eddie says and they continue to throw out ideas. Eventually they started getting annoyed at each other. 
"Why can't we just do this one" eddie said and buck sighed
"Because I don't like their food" Buck said and eddie got frustrated so he raised his voice 
"THEN GET OVER IT" eddie yelled and buck froze
Bucks mind went blank at the yell. Eddie had never yelled at him and it made him panic. He couldn't look at eddie. All he could hear was his heart beating. 
He felt the panic attack starting and ran to the bathroom. As he ran he heard eddie say something but he didn't try to listen. 
He locked himself inside and looked around at the empty bathroom. He slumped to the floor against the door and started hyperventilating.