Valentine's day

                                    

                                          
 In these 2 months nothing exciting happened I started getting used to the deformed faces more or fractures Arnav made me watch more and more fracture ,accident, TMJ dislocation videos etc online which made me more prepared he used to prepare for the surgeries. Robbie ran me through the procedure before going into OT so that I don't panick if I didn't understand anything. The oh so sweet Robbie was scary as hell in the OT. Though I studied a lot before any procedure because I knew he would give me a hard time inside OT if I didn't answer his questions correctly. 
During our first surgery together I was selecting the mini plates to be placed in the patient according to his needs when suddenly Robbie asked me about different wiring techniques which I forgot because I read about it in my 4th year during UG. Lavanya mam was having a blast when Robbie was scolding to the point I was about to cry and he even scolded me for that saying " Don't you dare contaminate my operating field" I just wanted the earth to swallow me then and their. I was okay with him scolding me but not when Lavanya mam was with us who looks for opportunities to humiliate me. I stood there until the procedure got over stitched the field after thoroughly irrigating. While he was going out he said Ruth come to my office after this. After he left the mocking began from Lavanya mam. I waited till the patient was shifted to normal ward I didn't reply to Lavanya mam. One thing I learnt was if I didn't give them replies or reactions they got irritated and left. 
Before going inside cabin I called Rosie aunty and cried a lot in front of her she pacified me and said I will talk to him love go eat something in the cafeteria if you don't want to go to his cabin don't go I will talk to him okay. I smiled and said okay and happily went to eat in the cafeteria met Chinmay watched the race highlights with him. Saw Robbie calling me I put my phone on silent. Till evening did my patients and ignored him. I was ready to go home with my friends when Robbie jogged towards us and said sorry guys I need to borrow her for sometime I will bring her home myself you can go. I held to Abhi's arm saying I don't want to go bhai please take me home with you guys. Robbie smiled dangerously and came close to me and said baby don't create a scene here and come with me when I am asking you nicely else I will carry you on my shoulder I looked at him and saw he was not joking this madman will do what he said to me. 
I let go of Abhi's hand and followed him silently. We went back to his cabin. He locked the door behind him. He said you called my mother to tell on me. I said sassily I can't complain to prof Tyagi about you now can I and raised my brow. He smiled and said you have got to be kidding me now we are going to drag my mother into these matters I scold you because I want the best from you there is no need to call my mom for such silly matters. You are a dangerous duo for sure I pity my future self after marrying you. He shouldn't have said that I began my rant after this I said first of all you should be apologizing for shouting on me in front of Lavanya mam when you know they don't leave any chance to bully me and if you are so unhappy to marry me why did you propose in the first place did I beg you to marry me, don't bother we can break it off right now. During my rant I saw various emotions passing through his face and finally him clenching his jaw. I was about to unclasp my chain to give him his pendant back. He said in a low voice don't you dare open that chain. I said why not you don't want to marry me so I should give your valuable back to you and continued to unclasp my chain. He came close to me and grabbed my hands and brought it behind my back and kept it in his hold and brought me closer to him. Then looked at me and said you are the most valuable for me can you give yourself to me, I put that on you only I will take it off you do you understand darling. I was about to fight back he kept his finger on my lips shushing me and said I am sorry I didn't realise Lavanya was there I wouldn't have shouted so much on you if I knew she was there I am really sorry. I don't want us to mix our personal lifes with professional lifes I take back what I said to you about being married to you but you have to agree with me you and my mother are a very strong opponent with whom no matter how I fight I have to accept defeat. I didn't expect that you will not read about those things when I didn't get answers it just ticked something in me again I am sorry I will scold you but not so much. I am sorry baby and he tried to kiss my forehead I turned my head before he could so he just hugged me and kept me close to him. I stood there for a while and slowly said can you release my hands it is starting to hurt now.