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"Marcus You Seem Happy Today Did 
Anything Happen Yesterday?"Doctor 
Cooper Asked Since I Was In Therapy 
"Yes I Saw My Family After Five Years
"I Smiled To The Thought Of Yesterday Even When It Was Half Blurry For Me To Remember Everything.
"When Was The Last Time You 
Saw Them ?"She Asked 
"Last Trail...It Wasn't A Good Last 
Time I Saw Them...But I Was Able 
To Say Something I Wanted To Say
For So Many Years"I Smiled To Her 
And Looked Down At My Lap Playing 
With The Fidget Toy In My Hand. 
"And What Was That?"
I Took A Long Second Before I Can 
Answer My Mind Kept Thinking Of 
Oliver And Why He Would Help Bring 
Me My Family To Me"Forgiveness I 
Wanted To Tell Them I Was Sorry For
Just...Being Here"The Day Was Good 
But My Body Was Aching To Feel That 
Euphoria Feeling Again With My Mind 
Racing With Oliver All Morning.
"Why...Why Would You Ask For 
Forgiveness For Living?"She More 
Of Sadly Said To Me I Looked Up 
To See Her Sad Eyes On Me 
"...I Wasn't Suppose...To Be Here If 
Things We're Different And...I Wasn't 
Born...Maybe Mom And Dad Would 
Of Lived Happy With Lucas"I Always 
Thought That For Years Epically When
Lucas Got Out Of Prison.
"Do You Still Blame Yourself?"She 
Asked The Question I Already Have 
Answered Before"Yes,I Blame Myself 
More Than Did To Lucas"I Put Down 
The Fidget Toy Smiling Small To Her 
Now Seeing It Was Almost Time For 
The Session To End"How Is Your 
Relationship With Him?"She Said 
"Good...I Don't Think I Hate 
Him As Much As I Did".
"Have You Grown Attached 
To Him?"She Questioned 
"No I Don't Think So...Why?"I Said 
And Then Spoke Again"Doctor Cooper 
I'm Not Possessively Or Obsessively Overly Attached To Andy It's A Small 
Attachment That's All I Cleared That 
In Last Week's Session".
"I'm Not The First Therapist Of 
Yours To Say This Aren't I?"She 
Said I Nod To Her"Let's Pick This 
Up Back At Lucas's Mason And Devyn 
Will Be Back From The Mall With 
Thier Father Soon"She Said And We 
Got Up To Leave Her Office 
When We Got To Lucas's House I
Happily Went Over To Dad Who Was 
On The Couch"Hi Guys It's A Beautiful 
Day Don't You Think?"I Sat Down On 
Dad's Lap Smiling To Him Fixing His 
Tie"It Is,Your Tia Called She Wants To
See You Later On Today"Dad Said To 
Me And Smiled Putting His Hands Around Me.
"Really?"He Laughed Small When I Was Overly Excited About My Tia 
Wanting To See Me But My Smile Dropped When I Saw Dad's Stress
And Tense Face"What's Wrong Dad?"
I Signed To Him And He Looked Over 
To His Side Of Lucas Staring At Us 
"Nothing Just Work Stuff,You Need 
To Rest Lucas Said You Haven't Slept 
Again...Is It Your Shakes?"He Said Worried I Told Him My Body Was 
Too Uncomfortable And Irritated To
Sleep But I Didn't Mind I Stayed In 
Bed With Lucas And Emma I'm Their Arms Feeling Happy About Yesterday.
"Did You Take Your Meds?"He 
Asked I Nod To Him Combing My Hands Through His Soft Hair It 
Relaxes Him All The Time When 
I Do That