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Y/n pov
I wake up to my alarm blaring in my ear. I look over to where uki was, only to find him gone and replaced with ikes sleeping form. "Huhh..?" I turn off my alarm and sit up. "Hmm...?" Ike hums, waking up but not opening his eyes. "Where's uki?" I ask. "Fu-chan took him after you fell asleep" he mutters. "Ah... ok" I say, checking the time because I had forgotten what tume I set the alarm for. "6:30... fuck-" I mumble before getting out of bed and going to the bathroom. I had to wake up early because the new wave was arriving at 7am. I splashed some water on my face before going to the living room to wait for them. Soon, I see headlights pull up outside, so I go over to the door and open it, walking outside. I had a hoodie on, but it was still quite cold. I see the three get out of the car and grab their things before the car drives off. "Good morning, senpai" klara says tiredly. "Morning, sorry I'm not too excited, I'm really fucking tired-" I mutter. "It's alright, I'm about to pass out too" ryoma states. "Sorry for dragging you out of bed so early, senpai" twisty mumbles. "It's alright, I'm glad you made it safely" I say. "Thanks" ryoma says. "Mn.. ah, right- ryoma, if you send shu a message really quick, he'll come out and let you inside, he'll take you to where you'll sleep" I inform. "Ok" he says, messaging shu. Soon enough, shu unlocks the door to ikes house and opens it. He was a little groggy, and his hair was in a ponytail. "Morning shu" I say. "Morning... hey guys. Come with me, ryoma, you're sharing a mattress witg Claude in a room with twi itger duos" shu says. Ryoma follows shu inside, and they close and lock the door again. "Well, you two come with me, I'll take you to your mattress" I mutter, letting the two in my house. I lead them to melo and koto's room, and gently knock on the door. Koto opens the door, her hair a mess. "I have the babies" I say quietly. "Cool, come in girlies" koto says. The girls go in, and I go back to bed. An hour and a half later, I wake up to a finger poking my cheek. "Hm..?" I hum. "Time to wake up, senpai" says maririn quietly. "Morning mari" I mumble, sitting up. "Morning, ike senpai is making breakfast" she says. "Alright, are the new wave up?" I ask. "They're in the kitchen with the others" she says. "Ok, I'll be out soon" I say. She leaves, and 8 get out of bed, actually having enough motivation to get dressed. It was just a skirt and an oversized hoodie, but I still changed. I then go out to the kitchen and greet everyone. "Morning guys" I say. "Someone's looking cute today, you finally had motivation?" Uki asks. "Yea" I say. "Uki, that's my wife. Be careful what you say about her" ike says. "He's gay, leave him be" I say. "Fine" he mutters, handing me a bit of cheese. "Ooh" I say, snatching the cheese and shoving it in my mouth. "Did- I thought you were lactose intolerant?-" shu says. "I am, I just like to suffer" I remind. "How do I keep forgetting that-" he mutters. "I honestly don't know" I chuckle. "Lady y/n, you have a really nice house" klara states. "Thanks. Oh, and drop the formalities, just call me mom like everyone else does" I say. "Same for me, you don't need to use formalities" ike says. "Don't listen to him, he loves being called senpai. But you can call him dad too, he doesn't mind" I say. "I see" klara giggles. "Oh yea, incase you didn't know, I adopted every en member, so you're all my kids" I state. "And I'm only the father to the fifth gen and so on" ike adds. "He doesn't like our senpais calling him dad" I say. "It's weird" he says. "Im the only exception, though. He loves it when I call him dadd-" "Not. Another. Word." He says. "But-" "no." He interrupts. "I'm uncomfortable" vox says. "Shut up, vox" I say. "Can I go home?" He asks. "No" ike says. "Why not?" Vox asks. "Because it's unfair" I say.  "Now you're talking about fairness? I'm the only one you bully, I don't think that's fair" he says. "Vox, I am so close to punching you" I state. "Fine, but just so you know, I'm also the only one you hit and abuse" he says. "Because you're fucking annoying" I say. "So what? Everyone's annoying at times, but you only bash me up for it" he says. "Have you ever thought that I just don't care?" I ask. "We used to be best friends, and now look at us, fighting over nothing" he says. "You know im irritable" I say. "That's no excuse! It's only me-" he says. "Only you my ass- do you really think I only hurt you? Sure, I don't hurt other members, but you aren't the only person that I'm hard on!" I say. "Who else then? Tell me, I'd love to know you else you want dead" he says. "Myself! Do you fucking know how hard it is to have no meaning in life? If it wasn't for ike, I'd be fucking dead by now! You have no idea what it's like to want to die your whole life, vox. So what if I'm hard on you? Most of the time, it's a joke, but you don't know how to take a fucking joke, do you? You want me to leave you alone? Fine. But don't expect ne to apologise because of a bit you don't find funny." I turn around and storm off, pushing down the tears welling up in my eyes. Everyone just stands there, dumbfounded. Ike comes after me, and so does shu, but a few others tell vox he went too far this time. The new wave looked concerned, so a few of the girls try to calm them down. I had stormed into my room, locking the door and grabbing something from the bathroom before climbing into the bunker. I ran into the hallway between the houses, and closed that door as well. I took my hoodie off, and the bandages off my arms, as well as folded my skirt up. I grabbed the item I grabbed from the bathroom; a fresh, sharp blade, and went at myself once more. I had started humble crying at his point, blood dripping everywhere and pooling around my hands and legs. Eventually, the door behind me swings open, and shu comes in, uki not far behind. They rush over to me and try to calm me down, taking the blade away from me. Shu gives me a hug, not caring if my blood gets on him. Uki grabs the small box the blade was in and puts it back. My vision was blurred, but I could faintly make out an upset uki before I pass out. I wake up not long after, in shu's arms, still in that underground hallway. Uki was still there too, gently carrying my hair. "... shu...?" I ask. "Y/n? Oh my gosh, you scared us so much-" shu says, holding me closer. I heard a soft sniffle from uki, so I look at him to see a tear fall down his cheek. "Uki... dont cry..." I mutter. "Sorry, I'm just glad you're ok..." he says. I look down at myself to see more bandages on me, blood still seeping through. I look at Shu and see blood on his face and shirt. "Did... is that... mine..?" I ask. "The blood? Yea" shu smiles. "I'm sorry... I did it again..." I mumble. "Hey, it's ok. Don't blame yourself for any of this, it was all on vox this time" uki says. I wipe my nose on the back of my hand and carefully sit up. "Are you alright? Not feeling too weak?" Shu asks. "I'm ok... just... don't tell the others exactly what happened... only ike.." I say. "Of course" he says. I stand up with their help, and they manage to get me up into my bedroom. They lay me down on my bed, and uki stays with me until I fall asleep. 
Shu pov
After I had left y/n with uki, I went to find ike. He was still in the kitchen with the others, all of them looking worried. Vox had stormed off to ikes house, so he wasn't there. "Shu? What happened? Why are you covered in blood?" Enna asks. Ike looks at me expectantly. "She's ok... just... got too worked up again, and... this-" I motion to the blood on me. Everyone let's out a breath of relief. Ike comes over and I whisper every detail to him. He immediately runs into y/n and his room.
Y/n pov
I wake up hours later to ike sitting beside the bed, my hand in his, and his forehead pressed against his two thumbs. I whine slightly, catching his attention. "My love?" He asks softly. "Mmh?" I hum. "Oh thank god- you scared me... I didn't know what to do..." he says. "Sorry..." I mumble. "No, don't apologise, it's not your fault" he states. "I love you..." I mutter. "I love you too" he smiles. Shu comes in quietly, and sees ike on the verge of tears. He places a hand in ikes shoulder. "Shu?" Ike asks, looking up at him. "Vox came back, he wants to apologise" shu says. "Tell him to fuck off" I say. "I tried to tell him you don't want to talk. He won't listen" he says. "Tell him to pack up and go home... I don't want to see him" I state. "..ok" he says, leaving...
A/n: Hello! Short chapter, I know, but I'm working on it! Y'all might hate me after the next chapter or two (idk how many ill get out before it's done) but I PROMISE it'll be worth the wait