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Thursday 
(Scene : School) 
Minho's POV ~
I couldn't even sleep but didn't want to open my eyes too. I wish yesterday were just some dream. After many arguments with myself , I came to the conclusion that I like him. And it isn't s like puppy love or something. I like him seriously but it's just that I like him a little too much. To such an extent that if he were to be the one to hurt me I would still love it. I agree that I fell for him right at the first sight, even though he's an alpha, I sighed to myself. I still wish I were some omega. But right now what's pestering me the most is, the video. By now, I'm sure that the video is being shared to every students in this school. I can't run from it anymore. I know I need to face it, but I just don't know how. Finally, I decided to take a day off today. 
The thought of me escaping all this just for one day, made me happy and it easily put me to sleep. I just stayed in my room all day and ate some instant noodles for lunch. I wasn't stressed or tensed like yesterday but  it could be because I didn't saw anyone today. But I was so determined to have my time today, because tomorrow is really going to be hard. I don't know what's going to happen to me tomorrow, all I know is my rest of days in this school depends on tomorrow. 
It was already evening, I was just lying in my bed but it kinda got so boring all of a sudden. I need to go out right now. Everyone would have returned to dorm from school already but I don't think anyone will be in the veranda, I hope so. So I put some comfy clothes to go to the store. But I was wrong..... It's completely filled with students. Everyone were staring at me and whispering something. For the first time in my life I was sweating due to fear. Even though they were just whispering I could hear their voice echoing in my head. All I know is, I need to get away from here. 
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ut..... I tripped out of nowhere and guess what,........ I fell into his arms. Everyone were cheering at us and were taking pictures. What can be more humiliating than this? Now I know, why I tripped! I just pushed him away and turned back to get back to my room with tears brimming over my eyes. I don't know if I'm angry over him or sad that the one I desperately love is the one to bully him. As I was leaving, I could feel a pair of arms grabbing me from behind. The next thing I know is, he is hugging me from back and he placed his head on my shoulder and was looking at me. "Aw! What's wrong, bunny? Are you angry?" Even though I'm angry on him, when he does this I couldn't help but fall for him even more. He growled at me, "Answer! ". I know he hates being ignored the most. So I cleared my throat after sniffing to talk, "Camera ". I couldn't say anything more as I felt a lump over my throat. He removed his head from my shoulder to look around. He roared at them, "Down! ". And they immediately obeyed him and put their phone down. I don't know what or how to feel about this. Everyone left to their dorm because they were scared of his pheromones, considering they are alphas they would have a high repulsive effect for his pheromones. He is still holding onto me, I tried to remove his grasp with my hands but, he noticed it. He immediately strengthened his grip on me, hurting me. I moaned out in pain. "Woah! What was that!? ", he laughed at me, but he removed his hand. I just stamped at his feet and pushed him to walked away. "Ah, so fierce! ", he was smiling at me. All I could think of is, he is so pretty!. I so fuckin hate my mind. All along my way to the dorm, I was blushing and giggling reminiscing that smile. He smiled at me just like he did back then with jeongin. 

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
Chapter reference : 8
What could possibly make me more happier than this? It felt like I was flying. Is this how falling in love feels like? I just smiled to myself. I felt like I accomplished something big. I went to  my room and buried my face in the pillow. I was rolling here and there on my bed, and finally I fell down. Even though it hurts, I like it!. Fuck! Why am I relating everything to him?! I just went to bed all giggly and blushing. I couldn't ask for anything better. It just made me realize how much I was in love with him. Maybe I was just denying it until now and that is why.... It was so hard for me. And that explains why I didn't want to say anything about him to Felix. It's because I like his attention over me and I didn't want him to stop. Even though I cried my eyes out, it isn't because I was being bullied or something but I was crying at my misery, knowing I could never get him. And that I could never be anything to him other than his victim.  And that made me feel so miserable. But now it feels like I let go of the weight off my shoulders because now I don't have any expectations for him and I'm ready to do anything for him. Even if he hurts me, it's alright as long as he is interested in me. I know I sound so pathetic right now but isn't my life destined to be that way right when my parents left me in that cruel world? 
I dont expect him to love me back or something, all I wish is.... He doesn't lose interest in me. It's his mistake for making me this desperate for him. I couldn't expect anything more than this. All I could do is.... Love him from far. I'm content just from this. For the first time in my life I slept all happy due to a person, other than Felix.