chapter ten

                                    

                                          
THE ALCHEMY chapter ten
jude bellingham.
march 2023




















messages between ollie & jude
bellingham
miss you already ollie
you only just landed
so???
i still miss you
well get used to it bellingham 
you're gonna have to wait 
a good few months to see me 
torture
stop
so what does this mean for 
our friends that date and
 fuck agreement 
um idk
we're still friends but don't fuck??
but it goes back to normal 
when i see you again? so 
really nothing has changed
don't you want to focus on 
ur football or something??? 
not to ruin the moment or 
anything but it's just gonna
 get so complicated 
and i like you i reslly do
but i think this 'space' will be good for us
so what do we do?
we stay in touch, keep things 
chill, and when you're back 
we can see where things are at
you never know you might 
find someone  special 
but i'll be focusing on football
 like you said
i just meant that i didn't
 want to be a distraction 
i don't think that'll happen
me finding someone i mean
you never know
do you want me to find someone?
i'll be happy for you if you do 
but do you want me to
i don't know
it's only been what?? 3 weeks? 
idk how i feel
yeah i get you
maybe we just need to 
take a step back yk?
and then we can see where 
we are in a few months
so you're saying that if i come
 back and i'm still into you, 
we can continue this thing?
maybe
let's not overthink it
just see where life takes us