☆Chapter Nineteen☆

                                    

                                          
Trelawny,JA||Friday||6:34 P.M
D'Andre Cunningham 
Mi nuh know wah Cai do today, but him well tiad.
English wanted to drop him off today, and also wanted to talk about what happened.
It's been two weeks since I left, I wanted to give Jhené as much space as she needed.
I also needed the space.
I told Cai I had to work and he should try to take it easy on her.
I didn't like leaving him with her while she's still grieving the loss of the baby, but I couldn't stay and cause more pain to our relationship.
If she needs me, she calls and I'm there.
Other than that, I stayed in Trelawny.
I put Cai to bed, Wolfe also cuddling close to him.
I'm glad he asked for a puppy, he's got a companion to keep him company.
I joined Kyle and English out back by Brandon's grave, the duo paying their respects as they always did when they would visit.
English puffed a smoke, inhaling sharply.
"Unu think this healthy fi any a unu?" English asks me, "two weeks this a go on fah".
"Wah yuh expect mi fi do?" I ask him.
"Weh yuh mean King, talk it out with her, before this lead to months and years" Kyle says.
I shrug my shoulders, "I don't know what to say, or where to start, we needed a break".
"Need a break mi rassclaat", my brother kissed his teeth, "unu nuh need no break".
"Unu at least talk?".
"Now and again".
I texted her a few minutes ago to let her know Cai reached and he was sleeping, made sure she was alright, she said she was going to bed so I said okay and that was it.
I'm not going to bother her, I make sure she's good, that's all that matters.
"Mi nuh want likkle man grow up inna separate households, a travel back and forth because a one misunderstanding, waah the real issue D'Andre?".
".....be honest with mi".
"Mi nuh know, mi feel like she nuh understand my feelings the way mi understand hers, certain things mi naah let go so easy, mi go through things daily, mi fight with mi own mind more while, it exhausting fi a argue every other day when mi just want peace, when mi leff yasso fi go back home a day time mi nuh like fi know mi go home to argument, and then she develop this need fi shut mi out whenever we fall out, ano just me alone inna the wrong".
"....Mi love Jhené, everybody know that, but mi nuh know where or when things go wrong, mi nuh know how fi fix it and mi fraid it might nuh get fixed".
Mi a try fi come up wid ways fi solve this, ways fi make things right, come up with zero ideas.
Jhené make mi life complete, if we end, mi nuh plan fi find love again.
"Mi wuda give yuh sumn fi smoke but yuh nuh smoke, so sip this", English hands me the cup he's drinking from, "another week naah go pass and this nuh get fixed, unu never establish a breakup don't?".
I shook my head, "no".
I drank the remainder of the drink in the cup, feeling the effects of the liquor inside my chest.
"A wah dat?" I ask looking inside the empty cup.
"Mi nuh know, mi find it inna Miss Gee collection, it bad yuh fuck".