Chapter 4

                                    

                                          
March 14th 2021
Los Angeles CA 
Beyonce 
"Jay stop, I have to get ready" I say pushing his head away from my neck. 
"Come on Bey it's been almost a month" I roll my eyes ignoring him while continuing to dry my wet hair. 
"Bey please" he whines. "Jay, I said no, my team will be here any minute to help me get ready, please just let me have a few minutes to myself" I heard him scoff before he walked away. Me and Megan haven't fucked in about a month. A MONTH, I think I might faint. 
I've been dying since I stopped fucking around with Megan, I thought that I would be fine, and she would be begging to have me back, but she hasn't contacted me since that day and I'm going insane. 
I really miss her touch, and her smell, and the way she speaks to me, I just miss everything about her, it's killing me. On top of that I'm extremely sexually frustrated because I haven't had any sex since that day. 
Jay's touch just isn't like hers, and he doesn't fuck me like she does, so every time he tries it just makes me aggravated. When me and Megan were still messing around if Jay initiated sex I could just think of Megan, which allowed me to get through it and actually be into it, but now when I think of Megan, I just get sad and agitated at myself for being so damn stupid. 
I really let my emotions and jealousy cloud my judgment, even when I had no right to be jealous, and I realize that now. I know she will be at the Grammys tonight and I know I have to talk to her. Imma also make sure I look really good tonight so when I do talk to her maybe she will be more willing to forgive me for my stupidity. Let's just hope.
5 hours later
I'm currently sitting like 20 ft away from Megan, but I don't think she has seen me yet, with us all wearing mask. I'm really so proud of her she has already won two Grammys and the next award is best rap song which our song savage remix is nominated for. I know she is nervous. 
It's been so hard recently not being with her all the time, and looking over at her knowing that, that nigga is probably waiting for her in her dressing room while she is looking so good is not helping. That should be me. 
The category for best rap song is up and that is our category. I really hope we win because she deserves it. "And the grammy for best rap song... Savage, Megan thee Stallion featuring Beyonce" 

                            
                              
                                
                                
                              
                            
                            
                          
Wow we won. I looked over at her and her eyes were so big making me smile. I start to take off my mask and get up. As she walks my way, she finally sees me and looks at me like she was starstruck, which is a little inside joke we have. She just looks so beautiful. 
As we walk up the stairs, I go to grab her hand and to my surprise she takes it. Maybe she isn't mad at me. Megan starts to talk and the way she talks about me in such an honorable way while making it seem like we have just a normal collaborator relationship is just wow. Like it's so believable that we have just a friendly type of relationship. When it was my turn to talk, I kept it short but sweet, I am so proud of her. When we turn to walk of the stage, she takes my hand again and that's when I knew we were gonna be alright. 
Megan 
I was mad at Bey for like a week for being stupid but then I forgave her because I know she was probably already beating herself up plus no sex is punishment enough for her. 
I knew she missed me cause she was still liking my post on her burner, I still wasn't gonna text her first tho, if she wanted to continue what we were doing and go back to normal, she was gonna have to initiate. Which is currently what she is doing, since she is actively eating my pussy in the private room at the Grammys after party. 
How did we get here you might ask, and if I could answer that I would tell you, all I remember is seeing Bey's fine as in a new dress before getting pulled into the room and having my dress taken off before getting laid out on this velvet couch. 
"Damn, how I've missed this good as pussy" she whispers adding in a 3rd finger. 
"Fuck Yonce" I say into the pillow I've been using to stay quiet. 
"This pussy missed me huh" she asked pumping her fingers faster. "Mmm yes fuck" I moan out. 
"Nobody fucks you as good as me huh" if she keeps talking to me imma cum right now. 
"Nobody, fuck imma cum" I burry my face into the pillow as I feel my peak coming. "Cum all over me Jovon" she hits my spot one last time sending me all the way over the edge. 
I feel my body shake as everything goes white. Shit if this is her way of making it up to me, she needs to do it more often. 
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New and simple update, Bey came to her senses and finally apologized, now they are back on track. I hope y'all enjoyed.
Meg
Bey