Chapter 3 have to get her

                                    

                                          
- lay version, next day of school I saw her brother again and asked if she was with anybody and her twin was like yes she's seeing someone, so right then and there I had to find out who she was with I got my homegirls and we was all on fbi shit so I had to find out who she was with cause I wanted her and I'm going to get her I've been eyeing her for the longest she's so pretty and I want to get to know her as a person every time I see her I get these butterflies in my stomach the way she looks at me the way I look at her have me feeling and thinking all ways but would she want me? Would she want to be with a girl like me? As I thought in my head I snapped out my thoughts real quick and I heard one of my homegirls was like I think I know who she fw so they continued to tell me who they thought she was fw so they told me the girl name so I'm in disbelief I'm like I know she ain't got no girl cause her siblings already told me, so I go ask her twin whole time her twin was lying like why lie could've just told me the truth instead of hunting down the truth, in reality she didn't have anyone so in my mind I'm definitely going have to get that I've been eyeing her way before school started I come into her job door dashing and every time we give each other this lustful of deep meaning of a stare we have on upon each other the way she smile the way she makes me smile when I look at her I needed all of her she just don't know it yet, so me and her sister had a class together and I told her sister I didn't know you had a sister and her sister replied yes she doesn't go out or talk to anyone she's very antisocial,  so I look at my homeboy who was surrounded by us nodded my head in agreement gotta have that just smiling to myself, I told her sister she was so fine I know her sister was just getting tired of me asking about her and telling her how pretty her sister is but it's so true I thought to myself she's so pretty and her smile if I can admire her all day I would and would not ever get tired of it get tired of looking at her never I knew what I wanted months ago so I was craving to get her or at least talk to her let her know I want to be the one  , I didn't want to ask her sister for her socials cause we really didn't get along like that and that's okay it's just very complicated but we don't have any problems we come with respect every time sometimes we even laughed and talk nothing against eachother, so I asked her twin and her twin was like she not going text you first damn I'm thinking to myself I'm hearing this from her sister and her brother she really don't talk to nobody at all  so I was like she's definitely not going to reach out to me first so i decided I'm going text her, I've been thinking about her all day, In classes just thinking about our encounters me seeing her again out of her job and in school it's crazy cause we met again can I call this fate we can together again? Can I call this a sign but I didn't want to make myself seem so delusional already but I really meant every word I was saying, I really liked her and wanted to get to know her. Completely inside her mind and out I want to be just the lady for her. Cause from what I heard from her siblings she hasn't been in a relationship in a long time, I wondered did someone hurt her or did something bad so happen, but I was so willing to wait for her, as I'm thinking to myself, I made it home from school and I waited just a little bit and her twin sent me her Facebook so I looked up her Facebook and found her I sent her a friend request, and I texted her I was so nervous but I'm going shoot my shot, I didn't want to waste no time a couple hours later she still haven't texted back she must be at work I thought and I started to think did I do the right decision and text her first I thought just my mind piled up with so many thoughts, eventually she texted me back and she said hey love and apologized cause she was so busy working I told her I understood, and we catch up with eachother talking to her throughout her work shift, just getting to know eachother more better and I told her to stop playing she act like she didn't know what I was talking about but she did and she replied she wasn't playing she just wasn't ready for a relationship right now cause she's been through so much and don't want to go through that again she say, I felt heartbroken cause who hurt her so bad she can't even try to love again, I told her that is perfectly okay and I understood and I will wait no matter how long for her cause I mean it and I promised her I would she told me she liked me as well but was so scared to try again, but I reassured her it is okay over here with me I'll be patient and wait until you're ready, and she told me I didn't have to do that and she really appreciated the thought and caring gesture I told her I meant every word and that I'm here we talked all night and I'm just smiling throughout the night, I was feeling her I liked her a lot I said to myself smiling, and we ended our conversation on good notes as I smiled..