LIII.

                                    

                                          
Next few days I spent in my bed staring at Klaudine. She was so beautiful and I wasn't able to took my eyes from her.
Our family and friends were changing in our room to see our daughter.
Jungkook told me that in few days, we must to throw a party, announce the birth of Klaudine and publicly introduce our daughter.
I didn't like it because of my uncle, but I got that Jungkook as king must to introduce his heir.
I was delaying as long as I could, but today is the day. I was laying in warm bath, relaxed after sleepless night. Klaudine was awake almost all night. She was all right, didn't need anything, but our attention.
Kate and Taehyung were babysitting Klaudine. Jungkook took the opportunity and he was now sleeping. I finished my bath and went out, wrapped only in my towel, to find Jungkook sitting on our bed, with rose in his hand, smiling at me.
Oh, I thought you are sleeping.
I can't sleep without you, come here.
Jungkook, we have no time for this. The introducing party will be in no time and I...
He stood up and walked to me.
I miss you, baby. It's been almost a month and I...
I know Jungkook, me too. I miss you too, but I'm not ready.
He sighed and lowered his head. Fine!
He dressed up quickly and left our room, slamming door behing him
I felt terrible. Like, I'm not doing anything bad, right? I got throught a lot of pain. I pushed our baby out from my body and even if I'm healed completly I'm scared from the pain.I'm not ready yet.
I dressed up. Took Klaudine's dress and went in Kate's room to feed and change Klaudine.
When I walked in hall in Kate's, Tae's and Greg's company with my little girl in my arms. I saw Jungkook talking with some woman. She was so flirty to him and he was all smiling at her.
I swallowed my jealousy and continued to walking.
Everyone bowed to me when they noticed me. I sat on my throne, looking around.
Mom, Kate and Taehyung were already behing me. We were waiting for Jungkook, to finish his flirting.
I look at side not wanting to looking at him. When I felt Klaudine wiggle in my arms. I looked at her, she was staring at me without blinking.
I smiled at her and kissed her forehead. It's Ok baby, I whispered and kissed her again.
Jungkook finally joined to us and raise his hand. I handed him Klaudine without any look at him.
I felt him to conect us so I blocked him. I didn't want to talk with him now. I even didn't want to look at him
It wasn't for the first time today. In few last days he tried to make love with me, but I refused him.
So he went out from room and spent time with his cousin. I didn't asked at anything when he came back, but I know that he was faitful to me. I would feel if not. But if he blocked me. Did he blocked me?
I looked at him, he was standing with our daughter in his arms, he proudly showed her to everyone in hall.
They all bowed to our daughter. Princess Klaudine
Then he handed me our daughter back and left. I saw him walking to Luke, after while the woman joined to them and I saw them laugh aloud.
I felt terrible. Maybe it's the woman who they share before. I looked at Kate and when I saw her staring at them with angry look I felt that I started to panick.