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Rose 

Enzo stayed sitting there for awhile probably waiting for me to say something , but that ain't happening. i know some people will think this is childish but i've learned that when someone does you wrong the best thing you can do is move on and ignore them. it's not childish it's actually the opposite in my opinion i just don't give attention to those who think it's okay to speak to me like that.  there's always two ways that people go about a situation like this. some people like to face the situation by actually facing the person and start arguing and there's the other, this is where a person just decides to get over it and ignore the 'situation' well person and that's me, and before anyone says well some people like to face the situation by talking it out , bullshit. no one is able to talk calmly about this kind of situation when someone accuses you like this, why well because your angry and i think that's normal. 
so yes i choose the second option , and keep reading my book on wattpad. 
" why the fuck are you not going to work!"
i say nothing , i don't respond to screaming. 
"Chavier told me you texted him, saying you don't want to work for me anymore"
i still say nothing because he is still screaming at me. few minutes go by, and i'm still enjoying my book.
" i'm sorry" 
my head snaps up to meet his eyes. he's apologising.... i don't know what to say i'm kind of speechless to be honest so i just stay quiet. 
" i know it was really fucked up of me assuming that you did something with that guy"
i sigh and nod at him, i really don't have much to say because i hate it when people do that.
" please say something"
" will you ever talk to me again?"
i shrug at him, i want him to understand that his behaviour was out of line and maybe by putting him on 'hold' might teach him that. i get the feeling that he doesn't understand the word no , and that no one has ever stood up to him , well hello there Enzo you met your match. 
he sighs defetably. " okay i understand , i'll leave you be for now i hope you think about it and forgive me, or at least talk to me about it okay" 
he moves closer to me and kisses my forehead, and i don't back away i let him just because he kind of learned already. giving me space is the best he can do. he gets up and leaves my room. i set my alarm for 8:00 and i keep reading  until i fall asleep. 
'this is how you remind me , of what i really am this is how you remind me" 
i wake up to a song i like as always, it just makes me feel better. i get up but keep the music on , feeling in a good mood. i'm so excited to start today, even though i'm really nervous but i know it's a start. i go to take a nice long shower , then brush my hair and put on my uniform. i keep the make up to a minimum , with just a cream, small bit of blush ,mascara and a red lip tint. i make my way down the stairs to get some breakfast before i head to work.
i got to the kitchen where i'm met with a delicious smell of scrambled eggs and bacon. my uncle is sitting and waiting for his food as well. i want to wait for the food as well but i damn sure know who's cooking, and i don't think it would be nice if i take a portion from someone i'm not talking to, it would be kind of bitchy and weird. so i take a look in the fridge and settle on a strawberry yogurt and a roll. i used to eat this all the time for breakfast when i lived alone. that's all i could really afford but it kept me full.  i sit down and eat my food, loving the taste of the strawberries.