Makes life different

                                    

                                          

Felix's POV
I ended the work driving home alone, I was tired of the whole things happening to me the last times as I came in going to change as I walked opening a mini bar taking the bottle of champagne as I settled in the study as I gulped the glass down, I was good with alcohol and I could become tipsy with much harder alcohol and I guess it had something to do with the dominancy I had. 
The new pictures of my sister on the islands I got as I opened the envelope as I looked at them messily falling on the table. She showed the heart to me on the picture writing my name on the sand. 
I smiled to the happiness she evaporated as I placed them on the table, the soft knock came a is saw Chan looking into the room watching for my reaction.
-I was going to ask about miles, do u want them moved to the corner.
-Do as u wish. 
I said looking into the window as he entered the room fully as I looked at him reading the face a she looked at the table watching the pictures.
-U are such a curious person, Bang chan.
I said taking the glass as he smiled coming closer. 
I was rolling in the leather chair as he smiled at the photo of Lea posing in the beach. 
-Who is she?
-My sister. 
I said as he watched at them again reevaluating every of them.
-She doesn't look like u at all.
-It's me who is alien in the family, we don't have blonde people in the family. 
He looked at me as I finished the second glass placing it on the table to pour another one as he took the bottle placing it on the other table further from me. 
I looked at him with question mark.
-U will have a headache, u ate so little.
He said coming closer.
-And when I asked u opinion?
His body moved as he stood in front of me as he kneeled in front of me as his head fell on my leg as he looked up watching my face as I froze for a moment. His fingers touched the lap of mine as he knew the every single sensitive spot as I bit the lip looking at his features. I pulled his chin up locking the gaze as he was begging for something I never knew. 
His soft look called me down. 
-What do u want?
I asked as his mouth opened and he pulled the tongue out brushing slightly over the meter throughout the silk fabrics touching the whole length of the thing. 
I tried to stay cold even though his pheromones were strong as he realised them on purpose for sure. 
I pulled the locks of hair pulling him a little bit closer as my eyes went crimson red as he looked at me.
-I don't want. 
I said as I pushed him slightly as I stood up picking the bottle going out of the room as my feet made me to the room of mine.
"I have to get rid of the little addiction here"
The new dark grey suit was on me as I called for the driver asking to take me to the club as I knew Minho would be there.
I brushed the crowd looking for the saddest human being drinking alone.
-U made it.
He looked happy as I smiled to him falling on the seat near him.
-I needed to escape the house. 
-What's going on? Is that guy Chan?
-Kinda. 
-Be aware, Felix he is u type.
I smirked as I took the bottle drinking it up as I saw his miserable look.
-Did u talk to Han?
-I did and it went shit. I may just ignore him, I have to work with him, so I have to be professional. 
-U like him.
-He isn't my type. 
-He isn't but he is the person for u, Minho. I see that. 
-I don't need anyone.
-U are naive, boy.
I closed the topic with that statement as we continued to drink and I ended up throwing the jacket and smoking the whole way home as I pulled the shit together going through the path drunk with a cigarette in my mouth. 
-Don't forget to bring the other one home, he looks bad. 
I said about Minho as the guard nodded going away as I met the look of the Cain who was standing on the porch of the house as I saw him watching me, I passed by. 
I pulled myself inside the house throwing the cigarette int he sink as it went blurry and I bumped in the cupboard over the sink and a pair of hands were holding me. 
-Felix, u are drunk.
-I know. 
I said as he held me from falling. 
-Do u need help?
I looked at his face a she looked sad I touched his cheek bringing him closer as I moved leaning in as my lips touched him as it was the first time I kissed him with my own will, his hands held me tight as he picked me up kissing me back as our tongues touched roughly making out. 
He pulled me into the bedroom as I stepped off as he pulled my pj on me as I was on the bed. 
He wanted to leave as I looked at him as his soft features wanted more.
-Stay.
I said not believing to myself as he joined me making me fall on this chest as I had no strength to fight at all as soon enough I was sleeping on him. 
"What am I thinking of?"

P.S. Next update in on the 5th.