"Whats wrong Gracie, what happened?" He says when he sees me, running to me and hugging me while I bury my head into his shoulder, crying.
"I hate him Harry, I hate him so much, it doesn't matter what I do, it's never good enough for him, I'm so si...
It's finally time. The thing that I have been anxious about for weeks now. The thing that I have been waiting for ever since the band was formed and we agreed to do this seriously. Our first concert. In 10 minutes were going to have to go on stage and preform. I'm really scared that I'll get something wrong, but Liam told me to not be scared because he's pretty sure I will be perfect like always. I love Liam, he's kinda like the dad of the group if it makes sense? He always takes care of everyone and makes sure everyone is okay. I try to look out for him because if he takes care of us who will take care of him?
I feel someone tapping my shoulder so I turn around.
"Hey, can you please go to your place? You guys will start soon." Joe says while giving me my microphone and pointing to the place where I should be standing.
"Yeah, sure. Sorry" I apologize and go to stand between Harry and Niall.
Niall leans into me and whispers in my ear. "I'm really nervous"
I look at him and try to smile as kind as I can. "Don't be, you'll amazing."
He smiles back and says thank you then stands back normally to his place. We have 5 minutes to start.
I feel my palms sweating while I try to adjust my dress to cover a little bit more. I hate this dress but management said I have to wear it so more people will be interested. I don't know why they want me to be famous for my body instead for my talent but this is what being a woman means. Sometimes you'll have to show yourself for attention. At least that's what they said. But I don't believe them. It's bullshit.
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(authors note : this is what I imagine her dress, but you can imagine whatever you want)
Harry looks at me seeing me putting my hair over my dress and trying to pull it down so he says. "What's wrong?"
"I hate this dress, I feel so uncomfortable." I say while still looking at my dress trying to cover up myself a little bit more.
"Well I think you look pretty in it, but me and the boys will make sure you can wear something more comfortable next time, okay?" He says while taking my hand in his so I look at him.
I look at our hands then at him. "Yeah, thank you." I smile at him meanwhile he lets my hands free and I turn back while hearing someone saying that we have 1 minute. I really hope it will all work out.
Authors note This is short, because at first it'll only be flashbacks. Also the next chapter will be longer. I try to make a chapter about the most important things during 2011-2013, but it'll all take place in 2014-2015 where she's 20-21, here she was 17, almost 18. She was born in 1994 January. I love you so much and thank you so so much for reading it! 🩷
