I Want This.

                                    

                                          
|🌟|Neteyam POV:
- As Kiri grew a gut and a big hate on me now apparently I was left alone in the cabin with a drunk sleeping Lo'ak in the next room and completely confused, sad, and even more. angry at myself.
I have to work on my family to bring them together, I can't do this, I can't work on myself and what I like now because my family needs me,
At this point, it's like- I hurt everyone if I keep up this relationship I have with Aonung, because I somehow always hurt him too, by wanting to help my family and I just my family when I don't have time for them because I need time for Aonung and I don't have time.
I don't have anything.
At all, nothing at all, this relationship won't work, won't. ever work,
I sighed, heavily, I can't even leave right now, Lo'ak is sleeping so at least, a few hours I have to be here, I guess,
But when should I even talk with Aonung, anyway If I can't leave the cabin, then, I might leave for a few minutes, but I have to explain stuff, to him, I can't rush this dump his ass and go, I don't want to do that, I don't want to hurt him again or his feelings.
I have to work on this somehow,
|🌀|Tsireya POV: (babe is back)
- I was so happy, that Aonung finally agreed, to let us help him, with this relationship, it made me so happy! I can show some support for my brother and for the first time in like forever he's not being mean or overall shy to tell us about someone special, and that's simply, why I am so proud!
" Wow, I just- I am so shocked " Rotxo added as I placed a cup of some orange juice in front of him, As Aonung went into his room after we all talked and he agreed with us, after making weird faces, a lot.
" Yeah, Me too, I am shocked he opened up to us in the first place..." I added as Rotxo smiled and sighed too, " Yeah, I want to help him, and the fact that he let us this time is just, that our baby is growing! " He joked with me, I giggled at it and agreed, " I am really curious, you know? how she looks like and she is like in general I just hope she is nice and actually good for Ao " I said, as Rotxo nodded and out back his juice cup back on the table, " Yeah, I mean if she resisted for who knows how long time next to Aonung, then she must be like strong and overall awesome! " I rolled my eyes as a joke, " He isn't that bad, Rott " He chuckled, " Yeah I know, I am joking of course " I nodded and went to have a cup for myself too,
" It just- I feel like, I want to talk with Lo'ak, now..." I said, as some tension grew in my body, It's been a while since our last fight, where...I kind of had a panic somehow and said mean words, calling him out for his aggression, I didn't mean to do that, I felt sorry and worried for him.
But as Aonung just fought and how Aonung reacted a bad one, I don't want to have such a fight and ongoing disagreement with Lo'ak, I just want us to be okay, again, " Hm...I mean you should talk with him surely, see how is he feeling " Rotxo said, as he knew about a few old fights I had with him, " Yeah- I guess..." I responded, " I just, I don't know what to do anymore to fix my situation with him, " I added,
" Want any advice? " Rotxo asked me as I placed down my juice cup, " Sure? " I added, he sighed a bit and then added, " Just go, go and talk, like right now. " My eyes just froze for a second, what now? " Like- just burst his door open and go into his house, um- I don't know, Rott, " I said a bit giggling because I thought he was joking, he nodded a no, and then frowned for a bit to show me he is serious, " No, I am serious, Tsireya, talk, tell him your feelings and work the fuck out because tensions are horrible as soon as you guys talk it out, better will be later, trust me. " I sighed a bit and nodded, " I am really...doing this? " He smiled and then laughed for a bit, " Why are you still even here, GO GET YOUR MAN, GIRL! " I rolled my eyes again and started laughing, as emotion took over me, " OH- OKAY! " I added as I rushed to the door, opened it, and started stringing as I screamed back to him as I rushed, " THANK YOU! " I heard him laughing as I didn't even close the door behind me.
I AM REALLY DOING THIS!?
|🌟|Neteyam POV:
- After a few good minutes I heard noise from Lo'aks room, did he just wake up?  I got up to go and check on him, as hunger grew on me, I needed to eat something, really, but I couldn't even check on Lo'ak first as I heard like, knocking at the door, I raised an eyebrow, Kiri come back?
I went to the door and opened it my eyes were a bit shocked at first as I was met, with Tsireya, all sweaty and out of breath, " Um...Hi? " I added a bit just confused, she raised a finger out to make a sign that I had to wait a bit,
" Hi- Neteyam! " She added after a few seconds, oh, okay? " Hi- can I help you? " I added, she nodded looking well more glowing with nervosity and happiness from what I could see, " Can I- talk with Lo'ak...? "
And then it hit me.
Did they fight? Is that why Lo'ak is so- like this, now? hm? " Oh- well I mean, he is kind of- sleeping- " I can wake him up..? " She added not even letting me finish, " And- drunk..".
Her eyes widened, " Drunk- " I nodded, " Why- why is he " She added confused but more worried, I sighed more, " He is in a bad mood, he usually acts like this, punishing things- drinking, you know- " I added a bit sussy about her, she totally made him like this, she felt guilty I could tell,
" Neteyam, I'm sorry...I know You don't want to let me talk with him, but please I have to do this if I fuck this up, I promise. I will apologize and leave, If I fuck it up, I have to talk to him! " She started to panic, I still didn't like this.
" So you did hurt him in the first place. " She nodded, worried, " Why would you wanna talk with him anyway if you did, why are you trying to make things up anymore? " I asked, a bit harsher toned than I wanted to sound, I won't let my brother get hurt again,
"Because..."
" I love him. "
My face widened, not even my eyes like my face, white, pure snow white, and just dumb-looked as she spoke her heart out to me, " You- "
" And because of that, He deserves this, I am trying because I want this. " 
I sighed very deeply as my heart ached, her eyes almost full, her waterline almost full, she- felt something, didn't she?
" Get in..."