Chapter 45: Sacrifice

                                    

                                          

Yuha sit down in that position blankly for some seconds trying to calm down.Her heart is still beating voraciously and the scene of Heeseung cutting his wrist and being drowned in blood was coming infront of her again and again.
Her heart and mind was only being anxious for Heeseung.She quickly fetched her phone and opened the flashlight.Then she start rushing upstairs where Heeseung was sleeping currently.
She stopped at the doorsteps after noticing him sleeping being perfectly fine.She grabbed her chest feeling it releasing itself from the clench and anxiety she was feeling earlier.
This nightmare was the worst of worst she could ever have.Heeseung dying for her??? She would rather kill herself before witnessing something like this.But now one thing is running in her head.
What am I doing actually???? 
It was clear that Heeseung now has feelings for Yuha instead of the main female lead Seomin.Beomgyu had told her that it happens in rare cases.Everything start changing when Beomgyu had swapped the main leads jokingly.But now the endgame was the final decision for everyone.
How couldn't she notice all these time that instead of helping Beomgyu to fix the endgame,she ruined it instead.She ignored Beomgyu's advice and other things but now when she is thinking about the consequences,her heart is sinking.
She knows it better that Heeseung can do anything for his own one's even if it costs his life like he said in her dream.And also he ain't controlled by the original plot anymore.And Beomgyu had said that once the characters become rebellious,it's surely hard for them to go in the flow of original story.
She turned off her flashlights as the full moon's light was illuminating the room and enabling her to see him.She gradually walked toward him and keep looking at him with soft eyes.Then she start patting his hairs gently and softly.
I won't let my nightmare come true Heeseung.I will keep you safe no matter what happens.Even if this story ends,even if you will forget me eventually,I will be the one who will keep recreating you in this story world.I will be the one who will continue writing stories making you the male lead.And I will not let you face any kind of sufferings there.
I won't let you be punished or do anything stupid for my sake.Next time I'll pray to be reincarnated in your world as your girl..For your safety,I am ready to do this much sacrifice.I am sorry.
" I love you...",She whispered looking at him in a cracked voice as tears already made their way in her cheeks.
Soon the clouds again hide the moon and darkness reigned all over the room,all over the place even at Yuha's heart.She turned away and start walking back to downstairs.
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" Yuha!"
Heeseung's voice broke her trance from looking at the piano without blinking.She looked at Heeseung who was looking at her with a huge smile plastered on his lips.
Yuha can't remember if he ever show her a smile more bigger than this.And the look of his eyes are radiating extreme love which she always yearned to see in his eyes for her.
As a writer she knows it better that love makes a person look fresh like a new bloomed flower.It feels as if you are seeing a person reborn.And she could feel the same freshness and youthfulness in Heeseung right now.He was panting badly evidently he ran all the way.
" When did you left?",Heeseung asked.
The eagerness and impatience in his voice,Yuha could understand why.Why is he being like this.