Chapter 18: Fear

                                    

                                          

{ At Night}
Taehyun start searching for his friend inside the restaurant while grabbing his university bag which was hanging on his shoulder with one hand.Soon he could point his roommate sitting alone at a table already filled with food palates.But he didn't start eating as he was waiting for him rather he was staring at the foods lost in his own world.
He sighed seeing his buddy looking so lost and run up toward the table.Heeseung looked above after sensing his presence.Taehyun pulled the seat and took his position.
" Sorry,if I keep you waiting.Actually I direct went to part time after university and then run here after finishing my works.",Taehyun exclaimed and Heeseung hummed.
" I already ordered your favourite dishes.It's fine.",Heeseung replied while both grabbed the chopsticks in order to eat and then they start digging in.
" Why are you sulking this way? Is it because of Seomin or Sunghoon again?",Taehyun asked looking skeptical while munching his noodles.
" Well.This time the reason of my concern isn't any of them.",Heeseung said earning a shocked look from Taehyun.
" Thats a first.Most of the time I find you sulking because of one between the two.The pain of love triangle.",Taehyun exclaimed while staring at Heeseung.
" So who is the new figure which has the honour to make a carefree guy like you worried?",Taehyun asked in a mocking tone.Heeseung smirked a bit hearing his roommate.
" Park Yuha.",Heeseung replied.Taehyun paused his eating and looked at Heeseung with a wide smile.
" I had already guessed it mentally! So what happened now between you two hm?",Taehyun asked looking excited.He was the one who was only focusing on eating and counselling Heeseung.Because Heeseung was barely touching anything and was only explaining Taehyun everything while being lost in his thoughts.
Then he shared the event which occurred between him and Yuha today not leaving any single piece of details out.Taehyun was now looking a bit thoughtful hearing the words of the guy.
" So,What are you thinking about so hard?",Taehyun asked trying to figure out what was going inside Heeseung's mind.
" She said that she is matching me with Seomin out of her intense care for me.I can't even imagine how hard it is for a person to play the matchmaker of someone whom we love.She is hurting herself just to see me happy?? Taehyun ah! I am not used to someone caring for me to this height.",Heeseung said in a disturbed tone making Taehyun a bit silent.Taehyun know how painful his life had been to make the guy think this way.
" Just answer me one thing.Why are you treating Yuha differently this way? Like Heeseung it's not the first time someone confessed her love for you or chased you this way.But you always used to drive away your fangirls in a polite way then why are you discriminating in Yuha's issue?",Taehyun asked the question about which he has been curious for days.
" Thats my fear Taehyun! It is what I am afraid of! I don't know why but I am wanting to push her away from myself.I know I might sound nuts right now but I too don't know a specific reason for my rude behaviour towards her.",Heeseung replied opening up to Taehyun.Taehyun furrowed his brows being confused at his chaotic words.
" You know whenever I am around her,I feel a weirdly strong wave of feeling around her.So strong that I feel like she is my someone own when I don't even know anything much about her.My heart aches whenever I am around her.It always sends me massages and intuition to stay away from her otherwise I am gonna regret it.",Heeseung finally said the reason of pushing Yuha away from him.
Taehyun was really dumbfounded by Heeseung's talks.He would consider that he read too much comic books if it were someone else not Heeseung.Because he is more than serious to make jokes this way.Thats why Taehyun was considering his words.