What Should I Do?

                                    

                                          
Shi Qingxuan


A boyfriend. Wudu has a boyfriend but not just any boyfriend, it's his ex-boyfriend that did nothing but hurt him. I don't understand this. I don't understand why he would allow himself to get back together with him and then allow him to kick me out of our home without even talking to me first. 
Yes, I love He Xuan and yes I love spending every minute I can with him but I also love my brother and love spending time with him as well.
He's hurting and in pain right now. I need to be there for him but how am I supposed to if I can't go home? Shu Shu doesn't give a dam about him. He doesn't care that Wudu is in pain and will do nothing to help him.
At least Pei would show some type of concern for him. He hurt my brother as well but at least he somewhat cherishes their friendship. 
 
"I just wish I knew what to do". I whispered. He Xuan came sit behind me and wrapped his arms around me. "I know part of you blames him for this happening but don't you think you should go and talk with Ming Guang"? "So two people can hurt my brother at the same time"? 
"Your heart is in the right place my love but you have to put your personal feelings for him aside for now. He's worried about Wudu just as much as you are, him and Ling Wen both. Give him the opportunity to prove you wrong". 






















Ming Yi came with me as we made our way over to General Pei's mansion. The entire way there I said nothing. I didn't want to think about what I was going to say. I didn't want to think about what I was going to do. I just wanted to tell him what was going on and leave. 

I never thought I would ever be going to him for help with my brother 

"General Pei, it's us. May we come inside"? Ming Yi asked after knocking. The door opened a few seconds later and I was a little taken aback to see Ming Guang with his hair unkempt and bags under his eyes. 
"Is it about Wudu"? "It is". I said. He stepped aside allowing us to come in and led us both to the common area. I sat next to Ming Guang as he sat across from us. "Qungxuan, I know I might not be your favorite person right now but you must know that I care for him a lot, if he's not with you he's with me". 
"None of this would be happening if it weren't for you". He looked at me with a mixture of shock and confusion. "W What do you mean by that? How did I hurt him"? 
"If you would stop chasing after every attractive woman you see, stop sleeping around and flirting you would have been realized that my brother has been in love with you for years. The only reason he didn't say anything is because he didn't want to get hurt by you. As a result of that, he's back together with Shu Shu". 
"What!? Why on earth would he get back together with him"? "I would love to tell you the answer but I can't. Shu Shu's making it his mission to keep me and my brother apart. I know that to be true because Wudu allowed him to kick me out of our palace". 
"He What"? "They're telling you the truth Ming Guang. We still don't know what happened to him originally but it's obvious whatever it was is now making him lose his self-worth". 
"If you care for my brother as much as you claim you do you'll figure something out to fix this". I stood up and left with Ming Guang right behind me.






















Ming Guang 


Shu Shu. Of all people, you get back together with Shu Shu. Have you forgotten everything he's done to you? Have you forgotten how worthless he made you feel? All the times you confided in me about how he treated you. How lonely you felt with him. Why would you go back to him Wudu? Why do you want yourself to suffer so much? What's going on with you? 
I need to see you. I need to look you in your eyes and see how you're doing for myself. I need to see if you're actually ok or not.























I headed straight to the Palace of Wind And Water but luckily for me, he was out walking around by himself. I hid my presence from him since he still hadn't noticed me, snuck up behind him, and dragged him into an empty ally with me. 
"Ming Guang". He whispered. His eyes filled with fear and worry.


When did this happen?? When have you ever been afraid of me? 

"What's going on with you Wudu? Why are you with Shu Shu again"? I asked softly. "Why do you care? You've made it clear you don't give a dam about me". "That's not true and you know it. I don't know what he's told you but whatever it is it's not true. 
Qingxuan loves you, Ling Wen and I both love you. Why aren't the three of us enough? Why won't you let us in and help you with what's bothering you? Do you honestly think I don't know you? Do you honestly think I can't tell your in pain right now?
I can see it in your eyes Wudu. Your scared but of what I'm not sure. All I know is that Shu Shu can't help you, he'll do more harm than good you know that". 
"It's no different than what you've done to me for years". He whispered with sadness in his eyes. "What do you mean by that? If I've done something wrong tell me so I can fix it. I don't like seeing you like this. I don't like seeing you in so much pain, it hurts". 
He was about to say something but stopped. "I'll see you around Pei". He moved away from me and left. 
"I might be able to help"? 



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