part-51

                                    

                                          

Taehyung was sitting on the floor in his room while his back was pressed against bed. He was crying hugging his legs to his chest. Hitting his forehead on his legs time to time. Flashbacks were hitting his mind
The night when he found himself alone in bed
How he spend every fu<king night without Jungkook
How he felt when to got the news his son's birth
How he felt when he heard Jungkook and his son talking to everyone in the mansion except him
How he felt after seeing Jungkook today
How he felt after seeing thousands of questions in the eyes of his son
How he felt when he saw his son bowing Infront of him formally calling him Father instead of any warm name
Taehyung banged his head again on his legs wiping his tears. He was sobbing hysterically. His breathing abnormal. How badly he wanted to end all this by ending himself.
Taehyung immediately wiped his tears when he heard the voice of door knob. After trying for minutes the little girl opened the door with difficulty and come inside only to see his appa sitting on floor
"Appa what happened" Aroo asked coming closer to her appa
"N-nothing princess" Taehyung cleared his throat
" Dinner is ready come I'm hungry" Aroo said pouting 
"Let appa wash his face hmm?" 
Taehyung with Aroo in his arms made there way downstairs. As they reached dinning they saw everyone sitting there.  Laia, namjoon and Jin were not present. Jin and namjoon were out for business and laia rarely visit mansion. 
Taehyung glance at the dinning before sitting on one of the Chair with Aroo on his lap. Taehyung sat on the head chair beside Jungkook. Next to Jungkook Aster and namin were sitting. On the other side of Taehyung, Mrs Kim, Jimin and yoongi were sitting. 
"Jungkookie baby eat this. I've specially made this for you" Mrs Kim said happily filling Jungkook's plate with food
"Mom give me also" Jimin said pouting
"Take mine yeobo" Aster was fast enough to fill jimin's plate, smirking at yoongi who rolled his eyes
"Take mine baby" yoongi said pushing aster's plate aside
"Appa" Aster said loudly making annoyed face
Taehyung who was quietly feeding his princess while looking at the drama stopped abruptly when the word 'appa' entered his ears. He immediately lift his eyes hoping that the word to be used to address him by his son. But his already broken heart cracked when he saw Aster looking at Jungkook. How selfish of him to hope that right? He doesn't have rights to listened to his son calling him appa right? He lowered his head taking a spoonful Infront of his princess mouth
"What happened to my love" as these words left Jungkook's mouth Taehyung involuntary lifted his eyes looking at Jungkook as if they were directed towards him. But then he realized that it's not past. A lot of things change in five years. He is not worthy. Not precious to someone. 
"Tell this person to not come in my way" Aster said glaring at yoongi
"You are coming in between me and my husband flower" yoongi said shrugging his shoulders
"I'm not a flower my name is Ak. Got it? I'm coming in between because yeobo deserve someone better than a meow" Aster said pointing at yoongi 
" I got it that flowers are beautiful but that doesn't mean that I'll sacrify my love for a flower" yoongi said teasingly