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T A N I S H K A 'S  P O V :
I was walking down the roads not knowing where I was going. 
There was an ache in my heart which wasn't letting me breath and i feel like if i would have stayed in the hotel i would have died.
Tears were just continuously flowing through my eyes, my face was warm due to all the crying. I was broken. 
He broke me.
But how is this even his fault? He probably was just filling his responsibilities as a husband and my dumbass thought he loved me. 
I laughed at myself at this thought.
I failed. I failed terribly in making him love me. 
Suddenly everything that Akansha said to started flowing once again in my mind.
Akansha was true...first love IS first love. He can never love me and how can even he when he got the love of his life. 
Aarnav deserves someone as beautiful and talented like Akansha...I was a fool to think that someone like Aarnav Singhania would love someone like me, Tanishka.
Stop criticising yourself everytime Tanishka.
A voice inside me said.
Yes, i should stop saying that everything is my fault...but still.
My heart was shattered into countless pieces. I was having mixed emotions of anger, pain, confusion and what not.
I was walking in this big unknown place like london. People were staring at me but I was too numb to give a damn about anyone.
"Why Aarnav? Was my love not enough?" I whispered looking above.
"He c-ch... cheated on me" that came out more as a question.
Are you that dumb to not get that he cheated on YOU? He cheated on his dove. On his jaan. On his Tanishka. Can't you understand that?
A voice inside me spoke.
"Yes he...he did" i broke into uncontrollable sobs.
I have been walking for more than half an hour straight. My eyes were red due to crying and no matter how much I wipe my tears and control myself from not crying over him, my eyes would fill with tears again, every time.
I stumbled upon something falling on to the ground and that was when I noticed my surroundings.
I have came at an quite road. There was no one. Cold air were blowing and even in my coat I was feeling cold, numb and pale and scared. 
I don't want to be here....but where will I go than? I have no where to go.
I was feeling so failed, my chest was heaving up and down. I broke into uncontrolable sobs. I cried hard ducking my head down.
"Ye kya kar rhi hai aap yaha?"
[ What are you doing here? ]
Aarnav's hoarse voice came into my ears. 
"Why am I hearing his voice?" I asked still looking on the ground. 
"Because I am here my love" he said curling his fingers on my chin softly making me look at him.
His state was disheveled. His tuxedo was missing, two starting buttons of his white shirt were open, sleeves were rolled up, messy hair and eyes all red and there were tears in them.
It's my first time seeing tears in his eyes and that showhow made me feel more pain.
"Let's go" he said taking my wrist.
"No" 
"Dove please" he said trying to tuck a hair strand behind my left ear.
"I said no Aarnav" i said jerking his hand away lightly.
"Dove the weather isn't good and you haven't worn proper warm clothes... let's go to the hotel hm?"
"Just go away Aarnav please" i said looking at him with hurtful eyes.
"I am not going anywhere without you" he said making me stand up and taking me towards his car.
"I SAID I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE CAN'T YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT?" I said yelling as I jerked my wrist harshly from his hand.
"What has happened dove?"
"WHY DO YOU CARE? JUST GO AND DO YOUR FREAKING BUSINESS MEETINGS OR WHATEVER YOU WANT" i spatted walking away from there when he grabbed my wrist pulling me towards him.
"Dare touch me again and I will kill you" I said looking directly into his eyes.
"And I will gladly get killed by you but for now let's go to the hotel or else you will get sick"
"I am fine here please just GO. AWAY" I said pushing him.
"Why you are doing this to me?? Why you are pretending like you love me WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE ELSE AND THAT SOMEONE ELSE HAPPENED TO BE YOUR FUCKING EX AKANSHA" i continued 
"What are you saying Tanishka"
"Yes it is true I saw your photo with her you were this...this close to her" I said coming closer to him.
"You broke me Mr. Aarnav Singhania you broke me into a million pieces and I will never forgive you for that" I said looking at him with my red eyes and pointing my index finger at him.
"I hate y-" I was about to complete my sentence when he hugged me and said "Please don't hate me please...it h-hurts" he said and a sob left him mouth but I was too blind with anger and sadness that I ignored his state even after seeing.
"Leave me" I said pushing him once again.
Suddenly everything blurred infront of me.
"Aarnav" was the last word that left my mouth before everything blackened out in front of me.
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